Chapter 13

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'Where could she be? Where could she be?' Kenma asked himself, his fingers pressing into his phone in a frantic motion. Letter by letter, word by word, he had tried them all. Well...all he could think of.

'What could be her user name? It couldn't be that hard...why would she use another name to go under?...would she do that so others wouldn't know about her? Would she want to go anonymous on internet? Her name is so...perfect. Pure and beautiful. I'd search her name up in the dictionary and it'd be under the definition of flawless...just like her skin, her eyes, her lips, her-I'm getting carried away again.'

Kenma sighed and passed a hand across his face in exhaustion. He fell back on his bed, arms stretched wide like an angel and closed his eyes to think more clearly. Kenma had learned with time that thinking came as nearly impossible for him, seeing as though you were always invading his mind and the fact that he was currently angry at the world for separating the two of you with a fucking weekend didn't help either.

How would he go three days without seeing you? An hour without you was painful, imagine three days! Just thinking about it gave the boy a massive headache. He had to find a solution. Something. Anything! Fast!

"...?!"

Then he thought...

You must've been friends with some people in the team. KuROo or even YakU...The idea tasted bitter on his tongue and he hated even concidering the possibility, but it was his best guess, yet. If he wanted to have a chance to find you on social media, he had to use his teammates as a leverage. He didn't have a choice. He had to find you. You couldn't hide from him.

Kenma rolled over on his stomach and took a hold of his phone, his fingers ready to type away the letters. The hours of the night displaying themselves on his open screen. 0:23 am. Everyone in house had gotten asleep a long time ago. Well...all but him. His system had once again decided on not letting him sleep. Kenma knew that in the morning he was mostly going to be dead tired. 3 days of not sleeping. A record. He was going to take Sunday for himself and sleep for as long as his body needed to recover.

The background image, a current photo he had taken of you walking. You're hair had looked particularly shiny that day and the sun was perfectly aligned with your face, making it glow under the hot rays. Your eyes were his favorite though. Their E/C hues reflecting with the light. Your slits were the perfect shape like a cat's due to the light hitting them. Like Kenma's. You were walking without a care in the world and he loved the fact that he could treasure you in your most natural emotion. You were just neutral, just you, just perfect.

Typing his phone code, he logged in his his social media. He immediately went for his friend list and found Kuroo's name first. He scrolled through the raven's friend list trying to find anything other than the boy's user names in the seemingly unending list of names, until...

"(Username)." Kenma mumbled, touching the screen and logging into your account. He growled under his breath when he processed the fact that you had been in Kuroo's friend list before his. Though he already felt slightly better knowing that he didn't have to suffer through the pain of not seeing you. Utter torture for him. Truly.

His eyes roamed the numerous pictures and selfies you had taken with your friends. You smiled on all of them but he couldn't see the real beauty in it. You did look happy and relaxed don't get him wrong, but your smiles were always the prettiest when they were for him. Knowing that you felt comfortable enough to release some of your positive energy onto him made Kenma shiver. He just loved when you payed attention to him. Was it obvious enough? Probably not, since you were still so close to kuroo.

You posted daily memes and often talked about your days on social media. Kenma's heart leaped when he read your comments on how much you adored the Nekoma team and how much you'd cheer for them in their next tournament. How sweet. He scrolled through the comments and saw people naming his teammates, but no one had mentioned his name so far. That was okay. As long as you knew he existed the rest could burn for all he cared.

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