THIS WAS HARD TO MAKE BECAUSE I COULD NEVER SEE ASHTON OR LUKE DO THIS!
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Luke:
I was walking down the stairs when I heard Luke talking on the phone.
I know it was wrong but I stood there and listen to the conversation between him and Michael.
"She's beautiful, don't get me wrong...but she could lose a couple of pounds.
Like, she could work on her stomach." I ran back up stairs to the bathroom. I slammed the door and I collapsed on the cold tile floor.
I stood up to look at my stomach in the mirror. "He's right...." I sobbed quietly.
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It's been 1 month since I heard Luke have that conversation.
I have been eating VERY little and if I felt like I ate to much I threw it back up.
I've lost my stomach, you could see my ribs. Me and Luke were at home eating dinner.
I took 4 small bites of my food. I pushed my food away from me. "You don't like it? You told me you loved my cooking."
"I love it...I-I'm just full. I'll be back, I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I walked out of the kitchen and up the stairs. I entered the bathroom, closed the door, and hovered over the toilet.
I put 2 fingers down my throat. I felt my food rise up.
"Y/n!" I heard Luke yell from the other side of the door. I brushed my teeth then I opened the door.
"Y/n...we need to talk." Luke dragged me into our bedroom
and put me in front of our bedroom mirror.
He stood behind me as he picked up my shirt. "You think I
didn't notice?! Look at you! You can see your ribs! Why are you doing this to yourself?!"
I felt a tear escape my eye. I walked away from him to look at him. "Is it something the fans had said. Baby you-" "It wasn't the fans...it
was you. I heard you talking to Michael. You told him I could lose a couple of pounds.
So...I did." I cried, I fell on my knees. Luke walked close to me and put me in his lap.
"Babe, I-I am so sorry. You're beautiful! I'm such a shitty boyfriend!
Can you please stop, eat something, I don't want to see you like this! Please, stop...I'm sorry." He cried into my shoulder.
I looked at him. I kissed his lips, it was passionate. "I forgive you. I love you."
"I love you too."
Ashton:
"Sorry, there's no more room babe." Ashton said. Me, Ashton, and the rest of the 5SOS boys were gonna watch a movie.
"Oh ok, then I'll sit on your lap." I sat down and he groaned. "No! I was comfortable!" "Try to get comfortable again." I told him but he just groaned again.
"You're so heavy!" I shot right up when he said that.
"Oh, sorry...um I think I'll pass on watching a movie." I said and the boys tried to make me stay but I refused.
I went up the stairs then straight to my bedroom. I went under the covers. My whole body was covered, even my head was.
"Babe." I heard Ashton come in the room. I just kept quiet.
I felt his side of the bed sink in. His arm snaked around my waist. "Babe? Talk to me please?" I just curled up in a ball and stood quiet.
"I'm not leaving until you talk to me...now tell me what's going on?" "I'm sorry that I'm too heavy for you." I mumbled. There was a silence between us, it lasted a good 5 minutes until Ashton spoke.
"I didn't mean it babe. I love how you are. You are not heavy...you're perfect." Ashton mumbled into my neck.
"I love you babe." "I love you too Ashton." I turned around to kiss his lips.
"You want to go back with the boys?" "No, I want to stay here with you....just you."
