Unexpected Pairing| K.T.H J.J.K

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Jungkook couldn't help but gasp at his new room. The great walls, black floor tiles and abstract art paintings on the wall were beautiful. Walking down the halls he saw the beautiful decor of the kitchen and his amazing room. It was all amazing.

Jungkook learned that the house had amazing acoustics while healing in his clothing bags, grunts echoed throughout the entire place. So he decides to sing a song.

"All of your warmth is real
The blue flower your hand was picking
I want to hold it but

It’s my fate
Don’t smile to me
Light on me
Because I can’t get closer to you
There’s no name you can call me

You know that I can’t
Show you me
Give you me
I can’t show you a ruined part of myself
Once again I put a mask on and go to see you
But I still want you..."

He repeated the lyrics in his head, realizing how much he relates to the song. His life had become a mess. He fell in love with a straight man. A man who was getting married in five days. A man who used to be his best friend. But he cant have this man.

He knows how much it hurts, but he just pushes his feelings down. It's around 10pm and Taehyung will be over soon to check on him. He sits on the couch, waiting for the familiar sound of a knock. He nearly jumps when he heard it.

Walking over, he opens the door revealing a smiling Taehyung.

"Hey Kook!"

I wish that smile belonged to me.

"Hi Tae, come in."

He invites Taehyung inside, the two having a normal conversation back and forth. Until Taehyung brings up a certain topic.

"My father picked the lady I have to marry...".

"O-oh...oh really....that sucks..."

Jungkook says, feeling the tears well up in his eyes. He can feel his throat tightening.

"Kook are you okay?"

"I'm fine, I'm gonna use the bathroom really quick..."

Jungkook says, voice wavering uncontrollably. On the way to the bathroom, he accidentally let's out a sob, making Taehyung immediately run over. Before he can make it to the bathroom, Taehyung grabs his wrist, stopping him.

"What's wrong Jungkook?" He asks softly.

"I-I said nothing..."

Jungkook says, hating the sound of his voice. He turns around, quickly walking past Taehyung into his room, not expecting the older to follow.

"Seriously Kook, tell me."

"I'm fine."

He managed to mutter.

"I'm just tired, you should get going too, it's nearly 12..."

"Jungk-"

"I'll show you to the door."

Jungkook says, trying to walk past Taehyung, but he's grabbed by the arm and pushed on the wall, Taehyung steps closer to Jungkook, pinning the younger in between his arms. He looks at the distorted expression on the youngers face, he was trying not to cry. 

"Tell me now Jungkook" 

"N-no, I wont..." 

He whispered. 

"Now!" 

Then Jungkook lost it. He cupped the olders face pulling him into a kiss, the older unsure what to do or say. He was taken aback and stepped back, stumbling on the bed. The younger now broke into tears. 

"Jungkook..." 

"D-dont say anything! You're disgusted aren't you?! I just want to get rid of this dumb... disease!"

Jungkook yells, crying in to his knees. His shoulders shook and his chin trembled. His eyes itched from all the tears. He hears Taehyung leave and cries harder.

Did I make a mistake?

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IM ANGRY BECAUSE I HAD AN AMAZING, DESCRIPTIVE BEAUTIFUL CHAPTER THAT GOT DELETED AND ARJDYSBEHSNSGW SGSKSHEK

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