What The Heart Wants (Stereo Kicks/ James Graham)

Chapter 80

Saturday morning was crazy. Dress rehearsals were hectic. The remaining contestants had two hours to fit in ten performances, plus critiques. When Louis seen the final performance of Just The way You Are, he made Brian change it. He said that the fans at home wouldn't want to see the boys kissing and loving on other girls. He had a good point, but that left us with about twenty minutes to learn and perfect the new choreography, which was basically just us standing in a line again. When we got home, the boys and I practiced each song a few times because we knew that our vocals had to be completely on point for tonight. Before Louis changed everything, we were all feeling pretty confident, but now we were all really nervous. As much as I hated the choreography for the Bruno Mars song, it still would have been a good performance and I honestly think Louis made a mistake taking the dancers out. But he got us this far, so who knows.

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The judges didn't really like Tulisa's song choice. Mel B. thought the track was too much for us, Cheryl did like the song, she thought it fit our situation perfectly but she said our performance was lacking because all we did was stand in a line. Simon defended us and said it wasn't our fault the performance was boring, it was because of the last minute change. But he thought the song was too fast for us and that our vocals weren't as good as they could have been. They thought Run was a little bit better. Mel said we reminded her why she adores us, Cheryl said it was way better than our first performance, and Simon said it reminded him of our bootcamp performance and he could see just how much we wanted to win. It wasn't a perfect night, but it definitely could have gone worse.

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Warning: A LOT of sexual content. Seriously, there's a lot. Don't say I didn't warn you.

We ended up getting back home around 10:30pm, and the boys were all winding down and getting ready for bed. I on the other hand, ran to the bathroom to freshen up for tonight. I shaved my legs, put lotion on, -normal lotion for now- touched up my make up, and ran some anti-frizz serum through my hair before going to my room and grabbing my lingerie, a pack of condoms, the lotions, and a pair of pajamas. James has absolutely no idea that tonight is even happening, which makes it ten times more nerve wracking. Either he'll love it, or he'll be taken so off gaurd that he won't go through with it. I'm praying it's the first one. Once I had everything packed in a little bag, I quietly went to James's room and got his attention. I didn't want any of the guys to see us leave so I was being really secretive. I took him back to my room and told him to put his shoes on because I had a surprise for him. He eyed me curiously before doing what I asked. We successfully made it out of the house without being caught by anyone. "Will you tell me where we're going now?" He asked when we got outside. "Nope. It's a surprise." I smiled and led him to the cab that I called about fifteen minutes ago after I got done prepping myself in the bathroom. "Well what's in the bag?" He asked, trying to grab it when we got in the backseat. "You'll see." I winked. "Where to?" The driver asked. "The Clermont Hotel please." I replied and James gave me a weird look. "A hotel?" He rasied his eyebrows. "I just thought we could use a night away from the boys." I shrugged my shoulders nonchalantly. "We just had a night away yesterday." He said suspiciously. "Well I thought it would be nice to go somewhere private." I said quietly, so the driver wouldn't hear. "You mean...?" He looked at me. "Aria, what's in the bag?" He asked me. "A surprise. Don't worry, you'll like it." I smiled seductively. I'm almost 100% sure he knows what's going to happen now, but that's ok, it gives him time to mentally prepare. When we pulled up outside the hotel, I handed the driver his money and James and I nervously walked inside. Now that we were actually here, my nerves definitely started to kick in. We walked up to the front desk and I confirmed our reservation. "You're in room 226, on the second floor." The lady smiled as she handed me the card, and we thanked her before finding the nearest elevator. Both of us were silent the entire walk to the room. I think he's just as nervous as me. When we reached the room, I slid the key card in the lock and opened the door. The room was nice. Small and a little obvious, but still nice. My eyes automatically went to the bed, and my stomach started turning. "Aria." James said quietly, finally breaking the silence. I turned around to face him. "We don't have to do anything you're not ready for. You know that right?" He looked at me. "I know." I nodded my head. "But I want to." I added. He gave me a small smile before closing the gap between us, and gently placing his lips on mine. "We can go as slow as you want. If you're not comfortable, just speak up and I'll listen." He said, and I nodded my head. "Wait here." I placed my hand on his chest before going to the bathroom to change. Once I had the outfit on, I felt confident and vulnerable at the same time. It was a strange feeling. I gave myself one more look in the mirror before I opened the door and joined James in the room. When he seen me walk out of the bathroom, his cheeks flushed a light shade of pink and I could both hear, and see him swallow his confidence. "Is it too much?" I asked quietly, trying to cover myself. I shouldn't have bought this, it was such a stupid decision. "N-no. You look..." He sighed, "I don't even have the words to describe how beautiful you are." He said, his eyes roaming over my body. I felt myself blush at his words, and my heart rate pick up when he started walking towards me. I finally looked up at him when he was just inches away. "You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen." He slowly lifted his hand and began stroking my cheek with his thumb. "I love you." He whispered, and even though I was already certain, he just reinforced the fact that he is most definitely the guy I want to give my virginity to. "I love you too." I whispered back, and we both leaned in, and gave in to the moment. After a couple seconds of slow kissing, I nervously removed James's shirt, and he did me the favor of taking his pants off. I could feel my body trembling with a mix of excitement and nervousness. He was standing before me in only his boxer briefs and it was hard not to stare. He was perfect. His hands slowly travelled from my hands up to my shoulders, stopping at the straps that were holding up the thin layer of fabric that was keeping me covered. He looked at me, and I nodded my head, indicating he could remove the outfit. He slid the straps down over my shoulders and watched as the top fell to floor. He stared at my bare chest for just a second before grabbing my hand and leading me to the bed. I layed down and watched as he positioned himself over me. He seductively began to nibble and suck on my neck, leaving a faint red mark. He gently placed another kiss on my lips as his fingers grazed my thong before slowly sliding it down my legs, and disposing it on the floor. He slowly began kissing his way to my breasts, and I could feel a faint twitch between my thighs as he placed his mouth around my nipple, twirling his tongue around it and occasionally bitting just hard enough to make the twitch between my thighs grow. He kissed down my stomach as his thumb pressed on my center. I reactively bit my lower lip and let out a quiet moan as his fingers ran down my slit, before he slipped his index and middle finger inside me. His mouth quickly joined his fingers as he licked and sucked on my throbbing clit. My legs were finally relaxing, as I got used to the feeling of James eating me out. His fingers curled and moved along with his tongue, which was moving faster than I even could have expected him to go. I was moaning against my own will now, and that only made James groan under his breath as he tried to accelerate the pace. I was shivering now, feeling myself coming closer and closer by the second. I never thought my first time getting fingered would feel this good, but I was pleasantly surprised. It was amazing. James is experienced and he knows exactly where and how to touch me in order to drive me insane. My orgasm took over and I could feel the sweet euphoria crashing over every inch of my body like waves in a hurricane. When James was back at eye level, I couldn't help but chuckle at the ridiculous grin that was on his face. "What?" I smiled. "Nothing, it's just...that was fun." We both laughed, and when he leaned down to kiss me, I gladly kissed him back. “Are you sure you wanna keep going?” he looked at me while he absent-mindedly grinded his crotch against mine. “It's gonna hurt." He warned. “I'm sure." I quickly replied so I wouldn’t have time to regret my words or change my mind. He quickly took his boxers off and tossed them to the side. I am once again impressed with his size, and I don’t really know how that's supposed to fit inside me. I feel myself blushing and shake my head of those thoughts, just as James positions himself on top of me. I tense as soon as I feel his tip against my entrance. “Aria, relax your body. The more you tense, the more it’ll hurt." he whispered, leading my hands around his neck. “You can hold on there, squeeze if you want, I don’t mind.” He says quietly, and offers me a genuine smile before kissing my forehead, and slowly entering me. He isn’t even fully in when I feel a sudden stinging pain. It was a kind of pain I’ve never felt before and I just wanted it to go away. I tried to be strong and not show any signs of pain, but I couldn't help the muffled cry that left my lips.“You okay?” he looked down at me with worried eyes. "Fine.” I lied. He continued to look at me with concern. “James it's ok. Please, just do it.” I begged. He nodded and thrust himself deep inside me. The pain floods my every thought and I can't comprehend anything else. I cry out, letting a single tear run down my cheek, and I scratch James's neck harder than I wanted. He doesn’t move, he just holds himself up with his arms.“I’m sorry Aria. I didn’t wanna hurt you, but it would’ve been worse if we did it inch by inch.” he mumbled, kissing my lips to quiet my loud, shaky breaths. He pulls out and I feel yet again, this new kind of pain surge within me. I look up and find the comfort I need in James's dark eyes. He gave me a faint smile before he slides his length inside me once more, and this time starts thrusting. The pain fades away whenever I get used to his pace, but it comes back when he speeds up, and his thrusts become deeper, and faster. I know I just have to get used to it, and even if this doesn’t make me feel the way it did when he ate me out, I can't help but smile at the realization that I'm actually having sex for the first time, and it couldn't be with anyone better. I feel James's hot breath on my cheek as my hands wander down his sweaty back, and I dig my nails into him everytime the pain comes back.“I’m gonna cum.” He moans under his breath. He groans and growls as he reaches his climax with three deep, hard thrusts, and I can actually feel the warm liquid shooting inside me, almost soothing my pain. Almost. He pulls out and lies next to me, breathing heavily. We both lay there for a few minutes, letting the fact that we just had sex, sink in. "Are you ok?" He whispered after he was breathing normal again. "I'm great. Probably gonna be sore in the morning, but it's worth it." I looked at him and smiled. "Was I...I mean, was it ok?" I asked shyly. He sat up and looked me in the eyes. "You were amazing." He assured me. I smiled at his words, and he pulled me into his chest. "It'll take a few times, but it gets better. Trust me." He rubbed my back and kissed the top of my head. We sat there holding each other and listening to the other breathe for what felt like just seconds, even though twenty minutes had gone by. "We should probably head back home. It's late and we have an early morning." He said, breaking the silence. "Or we can stay the night and catch an early cab." I suggested. "Are you sure?" He asked. "Definitely." I nodded my head. "Ok. Just let me go clean up, and then we can go to bed." He said, getting up from the bed. "Wait. Are you going to take a shower?" I asked. "Yeah." He answered. "Can I...can I come with you?" I asked nervously. "Of course." He smiled and held his hand out. I gladly took it, and we made our way to the bathroom hand-in-hand.

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