-Issy's POV-
Its March 4, 2015. Tbh everything changed after Magcon. Its like once we all broke up, the fam didn't hang out much. Cameron and Nash has their own apartment. Taylor has the RV Project. Shawn is on Tour. Nate and Sammy came out more music. Jack and Jack came out with more music. I became a Youtuber/Viner. So it wasn't the same. But we all still hang out when we can. Which I love the most.
Jack and I changed. We broke up last year on December the 6th. It sucked a lot. I was mess. I wore darker make up. I died my hair all black. I didn't hang out much with the guys and Mahogany anymore. I looked horrible. I wear more sweaters now to cover up all the scars. I started cutting after a week me and Jack broke up. I didn't start cutting myself for him.
I started cutting 'cause I got a lot of hate for breaking up with Jack when he actually broke up with me. It sucked a lot. I kept getting called fat, ugly, bitch, slut, whore, etc. People thought I cheated on him when I didn't. I love Jack with all my heart. And I still do no matter what. He said it was best for us when it wasn't. I look like trash. When I post a video, I have a smile and everything seems fine when it isn't.
Everyday, I blame myself for Jack letting me go. I always thought man I'm not worth it. But if I kill myself people are gonna hate me even more. They'll just say I did it for attention. I pray everyday that everything will be okay the next and next and next and next day. But no!!! Everyone has to hate the who "cheated" on one of the hottest guys in the world.
These past months, I haven't gotten so much hate. Which was weird af tbh. I seen Madison Beer has been getting a lot of hate because supposedly her and Jack are dating but idk. I hope they're not 'cause shes 15 and hes 18 which is illegal. I just don't whats been going on with my life.
So enough with the bullshit. Just know everything changed and not even in a good way.
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So I skipped it to all the way to now. I'm sorry I didn't post much these past couple of months. School has been keeping me occupied so yeah. And I join soccer so I'll at least try to post after soccer practice. -Gabby
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