Crowd
In a large room.
With a lot of people.
Looks like a disco.
Filled with laughter.
They looks so happy,
Smiling to each other.
They looks like a star in the sky,
While I'm the clouds trying to be with them.
How can they be so contented?
While the one of them feels so lonely.
I'm watching them from behind,
Been thinking how to be with them.
It's like a knife stabbing me right in my heart,
Looking at them enjoying every little moment.
While I'm here feeling out of place.
While I'm here, slowly killing by my own mind.
I've been thinking how to cry without them knowing,
I've been thinking how to speak when i don't know how.
I want to escape this large room,
Begging in my mind to stop from thinking.
To stop myself from dying.
And to keep my mind to keep on going.
Can someone please save me from my own family?
~12/23/20
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Her 2020 Poems
PoetryThis is Her Poems Compilation. You will see on her poems her emotions, falls, and trials she had in this year (2020). Written By: Ashia_Ashna
