Her 2020 Poems

023

Night

  The night came again.
Moon appeared.
With shining stars in darkness sky.
What a beautiful view it is.

Memories bring back again,
Seeing myself in that night again.
When we became one,
But separated in just a nap.

I caught him cheating,
Begging for his past to comeback.
I'm in front of him,
Why he's still looking back?

I asked,
Me or Her?
My curiosity is killing me,
Is he being honest to me?

But his answer made my heart die,
None.
We just became one that night,
Why do we need to broke up exactly in that night?

I want him to be happy.
I want him to be free.
Even I badly want to be with him,
I don't want to be a third wheel to them.

Why did he lie?
Why did he cheated?
Why did he pretend he loved me?
Am I that fool not to see his left eye?
Or am I just too blinded by my love to him?

I pretended I didn't see anything.
I pretended I didn't caught him.
I pretended it's my fault.
I pretended so everyones blame is on me.

I want him to have a happy life,
Even tho I'm not in his side anymore.
I want him to fulfil his dreams,
Even tho I would not be able to greet him.

The story we made,
Ended in just a snap.
Our story might just be a glimpse,
But my love didn't fade in just a blink.

Saranghae.

~12/18/20