Lucid Dreamer | rosékook ✔

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Taehyung's POV

"Babe, iloveyousomuch. But. . . B-but I have to let you go." When I first heard what she said, it took me a few minutes to process it on my mind. She thinks that I still love Lisa, but little did she know I always love her.

It's just that, every time Lisa's here, I don't know why I'm not at ease. I always feel nervous whenever she's around. Is it because of our past? But I still enjoy her stay here while visiting Chaeyoung.

It hurts to know that I didn't reach her expectations. And my effort was not enough for her. And it sucks especially when she mentioned a guy's name.

It was Jungkook, if I'm not mistaken. She said that he'll be the one to free her from pain I've caused. He's the one who's always there for my girlfriend, when I'm not there to take care of her. She even said that I'm a good boyfriend after all. But I wasn't enough, I didn't give my best for her to be happy.

I became curious about that guy she's been talking about. She once mentioned, that she ate with someone. Emphasizing 'him'. It's too impossible for her to eat with someone we don't know. I asked the nurse from the reception if someone visit Chae aside from the three of us. But she said no one did.

What are you hiding Chae?

He is far away from her, so how come did she eat a meal with him? Or is Lisa right? That she's just hallucinating or imagining things because of too much sleeping?

I also noticed something on her. The bracelet, the necklace, and the. . . ring on her ring finger. Does the pendant 'J' means Jungkook? I never gave something like that to her before. So I feel guilty, I'm her boyfriend but other guy was able to buy her something.

Why do you sleep very often Chae?

That night, after our breakup. She asked me a favor. Guess what favor is that?

"Tae, I want to sleep. Please let me sleep..."

I can't say no, since she's no longer mine. And I don't have the right to. So I let her...

She'll sleep again, without saying the reason why.

Chae, I love you more than you do. But I got nothing to do now, since you're not mine anymore. It hurts, but I'll cope and move on for you, because that's what you want me to do. Thank you for being my girlfriend, it was such a nice experience being with you. Now, I'm only gonna be here for you as your best friend. Chaeyoung, a stubborn chipmunk I've known for a long time. Please stop being a stubborn woman. You're not a kid anymore, you're suffering from a disease remember? You're in stage 2, I'll pray for your recovery okay? I love you so much. Goodbye...

Love, Tae.

This will be my last message for her as her boyfriend. Goodbye Chae, I love you.