Lucid Dreamer | rosékook ✔

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"Mom!" I called for my mom the moment I saw her entering my room. "Sweetie, how are you feeling today?" She went for a hug.

"I'm just doing fine, as usual." Even tho, I'm really not.

"I asked Taehyung to take a rest today. He's been here for almost a week. So I'm here, since I'm not gonna be busy at work these coming days." I just nod. I just remember Jungkook?

From what I remember, that's his name.

I suddenly became sad when I think about his illness. It's much worser than mine. I can't help but to pity and feel sad about that choosy guy.

"Are you alright?" I didn't realized that mom is still talking to me.

"Mom, Is brain tumor curable?" I'm so curious. I'm dying to know because my guts are telling me that I want him to have a chance to live.

"Why did you ask?"

"Uh, nevermind Mom. I'll take a rest for a while. Don't forget to eat dinner okay?" I laid down and put my blanket on. It's just 6:00 pm and I wanna sleep already.

"You're sleeping already? This early?"

"Yes mom. I feel a bit exhausted." I made up a reason. "Wae? Did you do something that made you feel tired?" Aish, just like me. She's also a curious cat.

"I did some research for some of the things that I wasn't able to do. Maybe I can start it here at the hospital. I'm planning to fulfill my wants and needs."

"Alright. That's good. Take a rest. Goodnight sweetie." She smiled and I smiled back. I close my eyes, trying to sleep. And thank god, it worked. I finally drifted off to my dreamland.

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Where is that choosy guy? I saw the bench, but there's no one sitting there. My dream is so peaceful, somehow nostalgic.

Tsk, he said he'll be staying here in my dreams. Then where the fuck did he go? 

I just shrugged it off and went close to the river to play with the water. *splish~ splash~*

"What are you doing?" I accidentally splash the water to the person who just showed up in front of me. "Omo! You startled me! Look what I have done to you." I went to him to help him dry his clothes.

Oof, he's masculine huh?

"See? You're the one flirting. Not me." I heard him chuckled while I'm cleaning his wet clothes. I immediately step back. "I am not! I'm obviously playing with the water, then you still asked the obvious thing you're seeing psh." I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

"Don't be upset. So what's your plan for today?" He sat at my bench. He's really enjoying that bench -__-

"I don't have any plans. I'm just hungry." I pouted. "Is that so? Then let's eat. Come on!" He held my arms dragging me to the nearest restaurant I created here in my dream. All the places I want are here. So it's not a problem to me at all.

"Stop dragging me. I can go there by myself you know." He then remove his hands. "Good."

We entered the restaurant and there are a lot of them eating inside. They didn't even bother to look at us when we went inside.

"They don't care ugh!"

"Yah choosy guy, what do you wanna eat?" I asked when we finally find a seat. "Choosy guy? I have my name. I wanna eat samgyeopsal." He answered. HAHAHA he's mad. "Whatever."

I ordered the food we want. I saw him staring at the clouds through the window.

"Jungkook-ssi, what's with the sky? You always stare at it." I noticed that he often look at the clouds. I remember our first met at the river.

"Nothing, I'm just wondering how it feels like to be there." He pointed out the sky. Here he goes again. "Don't think that way. That's not a good thing to think of." I scold him. This guy!

"Then what should I think?" He took a glance on me before staring at the sky again. "The beautiful memories you once had before. The things that makes you happy."

"Nah, I don't think I have those good memories to think of. It's just a waste of time Rosé."

"Eh? That's impossible. Don't you have a friends? A girlfriend who loves you? A family that are always there for you? Anyone? Someone?" He's really mysterious, for real.

"I don't have any. Friends, girlfriend or even my family. They already abandoned me from knowing that I'm not gonna last long." Aside from his illness, he's loneliness adds up to my worries about him.

I'm not sure why I'm worried, maybe because I'm just pitying on him.

"That's a sad one dude. You didn't had a girlfriend in your entire life?" I curiously asked, looking at the other direction.

"Yeah. Why? You want to be my girlfriend? That's possible." He smiled. "I actually have a boyfriend already." His smile faded away in an instant.

"I'm sorry for that. I was just joking." He avoided my eyes. "Yah~ it's alright."

"For how long?"

"Ne?"

"For how long have you been in a relationship?" I want to laugh at him or what because of his sudden question.

"2 years." I answered and he just nod. The food finally arrived, served by the imaginary waiter. Do I really have to call them imaginary? Pfft.