Lucid Dreamer | rosékook ✔

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Rosé's POV

I guess I'm really dying. Like, look at me. I can see myself lying down the bed, looking so poor. I wanna cry because my mom is crying so hard in front of my dead body.

I saw Lisa at the bench, crying too. While Taehyung punch the wall. Oh no, stop that. You're hands are bleeding Taehyung-ah...

Hyeri eonni is explaining something to my mom. "I'm sorry Mrs. Park. Chaeyoung have decided to follow him there. If she didn't cry too much, there will still be chances for her to take the operation. But her lungs gave up from functioning..." She stopped and stared at me.

Ashley is with Jungkook, preparing everything after his death.

I am just silently staring at them. Am I that heartless to leave them like that? But you can't blame me. Because I'm tired too just like Jungkook-ssi.

Just this time, let me feel happiness again. Wherein I'm free, not suffocated.

I went closer to my Mom and hugged her even though she can't see me. "Mom, I'm really sorry. I love you always."

Then to Lisa, "Lisa-ssi... I know that you wanna date him so bad. Why don't you take the first move? Aish, take care Lalisa. I love you!" I kissed her forehead.

I walk closer to my ex boyfriend Taehyung. I hold his bleeding hands, "Stop now Tae. You're hurting yourself. I'll always be with all of you guys. Goodbye now." I hugged him then leave my room.

I went to Jungkook's room, and already saw him under the white cloth. When it comes to him, it makes me cry. It makes my heart sting in pain.

"Jungkook-ah, hang in there alright? I'm coming after you." I smiled.

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I feel like I am just dreaming. Because I am in a place that looks exactly as my dream. I wander around and sat at the bench where we used to hang out before. Is this my dream or what?

Then a familiar figure caught my attention. Even his back is so attractive.

I ran towards him and hug him from the back. "Jungkook-ssi!" I exclaimed. "Rosé why are you-" he turned around. "I'm a guardian angel too!" I smiled at him, but he didn't smile back.

"What? Rosé-"

"I guess my time has also come. thanks for waiting, baby." I cut him off.

"Y-you're dead too..." He said. "Why? I'm not a ghost but you look like you've seen one." I joked, then scoffed. "Why did you do this? Rosé you deserve to live longer. Why did you give up? Why didn't you fight? How about your mother?" He said, crying. This is the first time seeing him being weak.

"Hey, it kinda offends me. I thought you'll be happy seeing me here and we're gonna be together again. But I'm wrong. Sorry..." I walk out and a tear comes out my eye. "That's not what I mean." He then back hug me when I'm about to leave him.

"I'm just disappointed that you wasn't able to do what you always want in your life." He added.

"Do you even know what I want to do in my life?" I asked, looking at his eyes intently.