Lucid Dreamer | rosékook ✔

Introduction

Introduction

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Intro: Prologue

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I am Rosé, and I am a Lucid Dreamer. It was just recently when I found out about this ability of mine. At first, I'm not so sure about it. But I did some research, during my stay here in the hospital. This is like my home since I'm suffering from a disease. I have to stay here for so long. I'm stuck in this room because of my Cancer, stage 1.

It's not that severe but it makes me sad and tired. Everyday I'm having my medications. It's too tiring just to stay here in one place. I can't do whatever I want.

I'm jealous at my best friend Lisa. She's able to do what she wants, while me I'm like a rock that can't move at all. I wanna go shopping, bond with my friends, go clubbing that I used to do before. But a lot of things has changed now.

But. . .

Because of my ability of Lucid Dreaming, it's not a big deal for me anymore. I used this to create my own world in my own dream. I'm the only one in my dreams, I can only control them. But not the person that should be involve in it. So I'm still lonely. . .

However, I like my dream than reality better. To be honest, I just wanna sleep forever. I don't wanna wake up and start another day in this cruel world I'm living in. But there are still people who are hoping for me to get better every single day. So I got no choice but to stay.

"Babe, what do you want for breakfast?" My caring boyfriend ask. "Anything babe. I'm not that hungry at all." I smiled at him.

He's been staying here with me for too long, but not so long like me. Taehyung is a sweet and lovely man. He always make sure that I'm okay. If I felt a little sick, he'll immediately call for my doctor. He don't want me to move every time. He's the one who always do the things that needs to be done.

My mom is staying with my cousins. She often visits me here so that Tae could also take a rest. I know he's also tired of taking care of me. He's not saying it, but I can feel it. I feel sorry for those people who are still taking care and coping for me. I felt bad not for myself, but for them.

Cancer is a tough one. There are several cases like this that only few of them survived in this kind of illness. I'm not scared though, because I know that one day--

The door opened and it reveals my best friend.

"Chaeyoung-ah~" she smilingly walk beside me to give me a hug. "Lisa are you still eating? Look at your body, you're losing your weight girl-"

"Girl, how about you? You're thinner than me just so you know. Look at your lips, try putting some lip tint or lip balm. It's so freaking pale." I rolled my eyes on her. Look at this girl, she's nagging again.

"Shut it. By the way, what's with your life? You rarely visits me, I feel so bad. Tsk, did you find someone already that's why you're busy?" I asked her, while Taehyung is arranging my pillows for me to sit up properly. "Thanks babe."

"Nah, just my usual life. No one haven't showed up in my life. I'm just busy studying so yea... I envy you, you don't have to study aish!" She answered, looking so bored while comfortably seated in the couch.

"I'm the one that should be envying you because you can still do whatever you want. How about me? I'm slowly losing my hobbies and interest. And I'm here not feeling better. Which one of us do you think is better?" Aigoo, she's really lazy.

"Uh yeah, you do have a point. Anyways, Taehyung-shi do you have something to drink there?" She asked him. "Uhm hold on. I guess we have." He went to the small fridge to look for something.

"Here." He gave her a soda. How I wish to drink something like that too ;< "I badly want soda too~"

"You're not allowed Chaeng." Taehyung said.

"Aish, why did you even bother to buy those if it's not allowed for me to drink it? Aish!"

"It's for the visitors who go here to visit you." Lisa butted in. "Aish, whatever."

Maybe I'll have some in my dreams. Hshshshs.

Actually, they are not aware about my ability. I'm keeping it to them because I know that they'll stop me from doing that. I just don't want to ruin my dreams because that is where I can only do what I want. I'm free in my dreamland and I don't want it to be ruined by someone.

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