Lucid Dreamer | rosékook ✔

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Rosé's POV

I'm still wearing the accessories that he gave me. I stared at the ring and caress it with my thumb. "I wish I was able to bid my goodbye to you properly..." I uttered, forcing a smile.

I looked myself in the mirror and brush my hair. I've been neglecting my looks. It's not important anymore, it's useless. As I brush my hair using my fingers, I saw bunch of hair falling to the ground.

What's the use of my looks?

I grabbed the beanie inside my drawer. Hyeri eonni prepared this for me, because I'll definitely go through this kind of situation. So for me not to be a little bit embarrass about my appearance, I'll just better wear this.

The door opened, it revealed my mom. Smiling, but with teary-eyed. "Wae eomma?" I asked her. She sat beside me and held my hands. "Survive the operation, please." She begged. "Why so sudden Mom? Tell me what's going on."

"I found the guy you love. I'm doing your favor, do the operation and come back alive." She starts crying again. "What? How? Where is he Mom?!" I started panicking from what I heard. "How did you find him easily? Bring me to him Mom, please." I stand up and look myself in the mirror.

Just this time, be conscious about your looks, Chae.

"He's just inside the room next to you, sweetie." She smiled at me, looking so happy for me. I'm also happy that she still supports me in everything, well except from sleeping.

I went outside my room and immediately open the room next to mine. My heart dropped when I saw him sleeping, all the equipments are attached to his pale body, and the heart monitor seems to be so slow.

I ran towards him, because it was really him! But how am I gonna hear his voice if he's sleeping?

This is just too frustrating!

"What's going on auntie? He lost his consciousness again. I'm still trying to figure out why." So he's awake a while ago? I started crying so hard when I heard what Ashley said. "Rosé, what's wrong-" Ash was about to ask me but my mom stop her and leave the room with her.

"Yah..." The first word came out my mouth, trying to talk to him in person. As if I'm a baby who's still finding a word to utter.

"Y-you, jerk. Why are you still sleeping? Don't wait for me there, I'm here in front of you. Please wake up..." My voice cracked, seeing him like this. In my dream, he looks so bright and a happy person. But I'm not aware that he's going through situation like this.

I never imagined that he's lying down the bed, just sleeping.

I wonder if he's in my dream right now...

"You're u-unfair Jungkook-ssi. You said you'll find me, where are you? Your body is here, just beside me. But I don't feel your presence at all." I said, crying.

What if he might be waiting for me to sleep again? Since he's sleeping right now, he might be Lucid dreaming. Right!

But I want to stay here with him for a little while...

Aish! Forget it.

"Scratch what I said earlier. Jeon Jungkook, wait for me there. I'm coming to see you again." I held his hands and kiss them, softly.

I immediately exited his room, but I was shocked to bump into someone accidentally the moment I went out the room. "Oh I'm sorry---"

"Oh my gosh! Nini?!"

"R-rosie?! Jinjjayo?"

The nurses start looking at us, because we're too noisy.

"Nini, omg what the heck? How? Is this you're dream? Am I just dreaming or what?" I said in disbelief, how could she be here?! For goodness sake! This isn't a coincidence anymore.