Lucid Dreamer | rosékook ✔

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"Yes you can. Let all the pain go, you'll feel better after this. Trust me."

"Don't judge me... If I tell you my story." I asked him first. "No judgments, promise." He put a thumbs up.

"It's about my relationship. I have a boyfriend for 2 years right? And he's my best friend's ex. When they found out about my feelings for him especially my illness, my best friend don't want to hurt me. So she distanced herself to him and they stopped dating because of me." I started.

"What? How? Is it even possible for a two person not to feel awkwardness around each other?" He reacted.

"It's possible. We have talked about that before. At first, I hesitated. But when I felt that Taehyung is slowly developing his feelings for me, I continued anyways." I looked down.

"But that's not how love works. That's not right when it comes to love Rosé, because two person should love each other sincerely. You shouldn't let yourself be hurt because of this. He only love you because he pity you. In your case, it's too unfair." I love how his expression changed, it only shows that he's on my side.

"But that's what it is. I'm in that situation already. I don't have any choice Jungkook-ssi. That's also the reason why I keep staying here just to enjoy my life." I forced a smile.

"You should... you should find a right guy for you. Right guy that will love you sincerely, and not forced." He avoided my eyes like a puppy who suddenly become so shy in front of his owner.

"Pfft, to do that I should let him go first. But not now dude." I can't hide my laughter because of his face. 괴엽다~ (cute)

"By the way, thankyou. I'm finally okay." I tap his shoulders. "I told you right? It's not a big deal tho." He winked.

"Yow! Let's buy a new clothes for you. I messed it up." I bring him to the mall but he refused. "You don't have to. I can change my clothes anytime I want."

"You're so stubborn. I owe you a lot from this, I'm just paying you back." I drag him, but he's too strong and masculine. So I gave up. He's too hard to drag, especially when he refuse.

"Alright! Go change your clothes if you can really change them anytime you want to!" I shouted at him, he's making me annoyed again aish! "Okay okay, I'll do it. Don't shout at me, you look like a cupcake." He laughed at me. "Yah!" He then run away from me. Ey! That guy aish...

I don't know where is he about to change. Did he already made his house here in my dreams?! Aigoo!

I sat down to my favorite bench and copied Jungkook for closing his eyes. Ooh, so this is how it feels like when your eyes are closed? It's quite relaxing... I wanna sleep here forever. It's much comfortable here than sleeping there in my bed at the hospital.

I just found out that someone is covering my eyes from behind. "Yah! Jungkook-ssi! Don't play with me. I'm not your toy, remove your hands!" I warned him. I know that it's him, because of his scent. His scent has been haunting me because it's too sweet. "You're not a toy to play with."

He removed his hands and I turned around to face him. "Told you, I can change my clothes anytime I want." He sat down beside me. I was just staring at him. He looks so attractive in that t-shirt. I can see his masculine arms. Aish- what am I thinking?!

"Uh, I don't care." I rolled my eyes on him. "Where did you change? Do you have your own house? A safe house? A tree house? A mansion?" I curiously asked. "Do you want to go there?" He asked. "Yes why not? Let's go."

I happily followed him where he went a while ago. "It's here."

"Eh? In the bathroom?" Wait, this is what my imaginary bathroom looks like. This kind of bathroom is the one I always been waiting for to have. I didn't know that it's also here? Omo...

"Yes, where do you change your clothes? In the living room?" He asked sarcastically. "Shut up." I rolled my eyes. "But where are your clothes coming from?"

"It's part of your dreams right? You have mall here. And the payment was not real, and also an imaginary. So I can always buy a new one. You think you're the only one who can do that?" He raised his eyebrow. Tsk! "Okay, fine."

"The only thing that I'm not allowed to do when I'm at others' dream is to create or add something in their dreams. Because first of all, this dream is not my property. I can just hang out with others who are here that can recognize me." He explained.

"Of course, you shouldn't do that. This is my dream. But hey, you said you can hang out with others that can recognize you? So you mean... those person that can recognize you are also lucid dreamers?" I became more interested. "Yes, high possibility."

"Oh my god! Is it also possible to see someone here in my dreams who's also a lucid dreamer like us?"

"There's a low chance. We're just lucky because we met each other in one dream. Lucid dreamers are really rare. That's why I'm alone here, but good thing your dream was created and you showed up." I pouted. "So there's a low chance for us to meet friends? Only the two of us here?"

"Most likely, yes." He nod. "Tsk, It's too boring if it's just the two of us here. Right?" I'm so disappointed. "In my case, no. You're not boring to be with. It just hurts me to know that I was boring to be a company." He put on a sad face. "Yah, that's not what I mean. Duh, it's better if we have a bunch of friends right?" I awkwardly laughed.

"I haven't experience having a bond with my friends for a long time, so how would I know the feeling?" Oh, I forgot. "Sorry, I forgot. Nevermind." I don't like to see him not in his mood. You know, he's always like a guy who's bubbly and talkative when you're with him. So I'm not used to it when he's feeling down.