Y/N run aways from her idiotic small town to live in LA and ends up meeting another runaway with a passion for music. How will Nikki's damaged ideas of love affect y/n
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smut and mention of drug use
A/N - I can't believe that more than 100 have read my story so far, this is my first time writing and I didn't even think anyone would read it, thank you so much! it makes me really happy!
Also THIS GIF😫 ____________________________________
Y/Ns POV
You woke up in your bunk on the bus, you weren't quite sure how you got there, you didn't remember much from last night, you got up and went into the bus bathroom, you shut the door and looked at yourself in the mirror. You started crying, you realized that you didn't have any goals and hadn't done much with your life since you moved to LA, you had your writing but you weren't sure if it would take you anywhere, the day after depression was hitting you hard. You wiped away your tears and headed out to the main area, to make yourself feel better you took a shot of vodka, "Wow y/n's getting a head start this morning" Tommy said "Yeah well I feel like shit, I suppose this will make it better" you said
Nikki was still passed the fuck out, he really liked sleeping when he would actually sleep. You climbed into his bunk and cuddled him, you were almost falling off but you didn't care, you just wanted to feel close to Nikki. He woke up feeling groggy and turned to face you "Morning" you said "Hey" he said "So what happened last night" you asked "I think it's funny that you'd think I know" he replied with a smile, he always got more shit faced than you he just knew how to handle it.
You got dressed, today you were wearing a black dress with a jean jacket, ripped tights, and your boots
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The boys had an interview today before their show, you loved watching Nikki talk and answer questions, he always knew how to say the right things. You walked outside for a moment to have a smoke, there were tons of people (mostly girls) waiting outside the radio station, as you opened the door to walk outside everyone started screaming cause they thought it was the band but stopped once they realized it was just you, a couple people recognized you from magazines where they would talk about your relationship with Nikki, some people just thought you were a groupie.
You took a drag of your cigarette and slowly slid down the side of the wall into a squat, you started to dwell on your morning breakdown, you grabbed your journal out of your bag and started writing down some thoughts,
You radiate light not like the sun Constant and warm But like a fire, To burn through the darkness For those who dare to tend it's embers
You shut your journal and stuffed it back into your bag, you took one last drag of your cigarette before putting it out, as you started to stand up there was Doc standing right in front you, you jumped up and let out a gasp, he scared the shit out you, "Jesus Doc you really freaked me out, couldn't you have said something" "Sorry just came to tell you the boys are almost done" he replied laughing "Alright let's go" you said and proceeded to walk back into the building
You walked in and hugged Nikki, you still smelt like smoke and Tommy said "You had a cigarette without me" "Yes I did" you replied with a smile "That's messed up" Tommy said "Your so annoying" you replied You and Tommy were smoking buddies considering the other guys didn't smoke as often
You got in the car with everyone else and headed to the venue, you arrived at a big stadium like building, you went inside with the boys and stopped to say hi to Ozzy, "Hey Oz" everyone said "Oh hey, what's up guys" Oz replied "Ohh y/n I missed you" he said "Really" you said with a smile "Of course sweetheart" Oz replied, you could tell he was really high "You guys fancy a bump" Oz asked "Hell yeah" Tommy replied
We a did a some lines of coke and hung out before the show. Tommy snagged a random bottle of pills from some roadie and offered them around, you knew it was probably a bad idea but you took one anyways, you were being really self destructive today, but you were on tour so who cares. You watched the boys get ready, you walked over to Nikki's chair and sat on his lap, you ran your hand down his chest to his thigh, you could feel his hard dick through his leather pants, you smirked at him, you both got up and went into the bathroom. As soon as you shut the door he placed a hard wet kiss on your lips, it was really hot, you got on your knees and undid his pants, you got hold of his cock and teased him by licking his tip, he moaned wanting more, you put him in your mouth, you didn't even blow him that long before he came, guess he really wanted it. You stood up and wiped your lip, "I fucking love you y/n" Nikki said You kissed his pink lips
The boys went onstage, their energy is addictive, Vince really knows how to work the audience, your favorite part of the show is the small background vocal moments Nikki has, he has such a beautiful voice, you wished he would sing more often.
During the middle of the show you started feeling dizzy, you realized that whatever pill you took was starting to effect you, you felt calm and content but you had to sit down cause your balance was way off. The boys ran offstage after Nikki completely smashed his bass in half, they did crazy shit onstage. You stood up still a little unbalanced but mostly back to normal "You guys did great" you said "I know" Vince said with a smirk "So you guys want to hit a bar" Tommy asked "Let's find a strip club, sounds more fun" Vince said You sorta paused for a moment, part of you wanted to make Nikki stay with you, and part of you wanted to not care so much and let him go have fun with the boys, you just didn't like the thought of him admiring other girls. "Why would you say that bro" Tommy said to Vince "What, she's chill, right, it's basically a bar with naked girls" Vince replied "Um yeah you guys go have fun, I feel like shit anyways" you tried to say without sounding like a liar "I'll be on my best behavior, I promise" Nikki said with a smile He gave you a quick kiss as you left them
You got to the hotel you guys were staying at, you checked into your room and drew a bath. You grabbed your walkman and put in (Letter to Hermione by David Bowie- from the Space Oddity Album) you got in the bath, put on your headphones, laid your head back and shut your eyes, you tried really hard to not think about Nikki cheating on you. ____________________________________A/N - Sorry it took me so long to post this part but I hope you guys like it and get ready for the drama in the next one lol - Lana
