Y/N run aways from her idiotic small town to live in LA and ends up meeting another runaway with a passion for music. How will Nikki's damaged ideas of love affect y/n
T/W
smut and mention of drug use
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09/02/1985 Odessa, TX
You woke up in the hotel bed not remembering exactly when you got there, things between you and Nikki have been complicated, one second your fighting and the next your fucking, lets just say you've been using alcohol to cope.
You looked over and saw Nikki laying there naked ass up, you slapped his ass and he woke up "Fuck" he said You laughed "Hey you know the video shoot is starting today" you said "Aw fuck" he said
(I just want to state that y/n isn't pregnant it's just a scare, I know people hate when characters get pregnant, I hate it to I just needed something to spice up the story, and another reason for nikki's stress)
You got out of bed and went into the bathroom, in this moment you realized that your period was late "Shit"
"Nikki" you yelled "What" he said "Can you remember if we've used a condom recently?" you asked "Y/n what the fuck are you trying to say" he said "I don't fucking know I don't remember" He put his clothes and shoes on and slammed the door as he left.
You lit a cigarette which probably isn't the best thing to do if your possibly pregnant, your not even sure what you would do if you knew for sure. Nikki is definitely not in the right place to be a dad. You got dressed and headed over to Docs room, "Doc" you said and knocked on the door "What" he said as he opened the door "Where the fuck did Nikki go?" you asked "Why would I know" he replied "Ugh" you said and walked away
Later everyone was at the music video shoot, you were looking for Nikki, you found him sitting underneath the stage talking to himself, "Nikki, who are you talking to0." you said "Im talking, leave me alone!" he said "Nikki no one's there" "Leave me alone!" "Nikki calm down, what did you take?" you asked "Nothing, I'm fine lets just film this" he said
They shot a couple scenes, Nikkis eyes were so far in the back of his head that he had to wear sunglasses the for the whole video, he could barely walk, they had people lined in front of the stage to make sure he didn't fall off. He was so fucked up, and normally he's fucked up but at least he's functional.
You were just sitting in the dressing room alone writing in your journal, Nikki walked in a started guzzling down some Jack Daniels, "What the fuck did you take?" you asked "Nothing, FUCK OFF" he said You honestly felt a bit scared, Nikki wasn't himself right now and you couldn't even try and help him, you shouldn't even be trying to help the person that's hurting you the most. He left the room and you went back to writing.
You could feel your self becoming the girl you hated, the girl that relied on a mans love to feel good, a girl who didn't know who she was without him. A couple months ago you were your own girl boss and actually had some direction in your life, now you didn't know what the fuck you were doing, days just flew past.
They finished shooting the video and everyone headed back to the hotel, you went down to the hotel bar, you took some shots and tried to forget about your shitty day. Nikki joined you at the bar, obviously still high as fuck. "Today was fucked Nikki" you said "I know, i'm sorry" he replied "Are you really?" you asked "Just get over it, come on lets go back up to the room, I got you something." he said
You got to the room and Nikki grabbed a tray off the bed, four white lines spaced out perfectly, two for each of us. "This is my present?" you asked "Yeah come on" he said He snorted his two lines and you did the same not caring because you wanted to feel something. You and Nikki fell onto the bed, you both proceeded to pull clothes off of each other, he kissed you passionately, right now you should be talking about the problems in your relationship but instead you were having reckless sex.
You grabbed his dick and start rubbing it up and down, getting him hard, "Get a condom" you said "Well if you might already be pregnant whats the point" he said "Nikki that's not funny" you said with a smile He put on a condom and entered into you, you let out a soft moan, you pulled him closer wrapping your hands around his neck, his pace increased and he let out a breath. "Your so beautiful" he said "Shut up" you replied
You kissed him hard on the lips You flipped over and rode him, he had his hands on your hips bones, "Oh fuck.." he moaned You smiled and looked down at him Your orgasm took over your body and you laid on his chest. "I love you Nikki" you said in a breathy voice "I love you too" he said and ran his fingers through your hair.
You fell asleep in Nikki's arms, but when you woke up the next morning the thoughts of possibly being pregnant tortured your mind. You didn't say much this morning, you just packed your stuff and got ready to get back on the bus.
You had an hour to kill before the bus left, so you walked across the street from the hotel to a small pharmacy, you went in and bought a pregnancy test. You were to nervous to take it now so you just shoved it in your bag.
Later everyone was on the bus and you guys were headed for the next stop on the tour.
"Do you have a light y/n?" Tommy asked with a cigarette in his hand
"Yeah it's just in my bag right there" you replied
Tommy reached for the bag and as soon as he had it in his hands you remembered the test was in there. Damn you were an idiot.
"Wait.." you said and tried to grab the bag Tommy had already pulled it out of your bag...
"Why do you have a pregnancy test?" he asked
Everyones eyes were all the sudden on me
"None of your business, give it back" you said
"Are you pregnant?" Tommy asked
"You're gonna be a shit father Nikki" Mick said
"Fuck you" he replied
"I don't know okay, just fuck off and give me my stuff" you stated
"Well what the hell are you guys going to do?" Tommy asked
"I... We'll ..." you were kind of at a loss for words because you really had no idea what you'd do.
You just grabbed your stuff and headed to the back of the bus. ____________________________________ A/N - Wow hey guys, sorry I haven't updated in awhile, I've been busy with school and I also needed a break, but I'm back for real this time, so get excited for more parts, thanks for reading and voting i really appreciate it - Lana
