Y/N run aways from her idiotic small town to live in LA and ends up meeting another runaway with a passion for music. How will Nikki's damaged ideas of love affect y/n
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smut and mention of drug use
This part might feel a little boring but please read it since it has important info.
3rd Person POV November 20th, 1984
After the S.A.T.D. tour Y/N and Nikki didn't really know what to do with themselves, their car pulled up in-front of the house, they got their luggage out and took it inside, they were both so tired and strung out. Nikkis drug use was growing, he tried to hide it from Y/N but she's not that dumb of course. She spent a lot of time alone in the office writing, writing things no one would ever see, everyday she was sinking further into depression, while Nikki sat in the closet shooting up. From an outside pov their relationship was shit but to them it was normal and they still loved each other no matter what the fuck was happening . (sorry for the cheesiness i can't help myself) ____________________________________
Y/Ns POV
You woke up on the couch in your office, you spent a lot of time in there trying to figure out your life, you also spent a lot of time with the dog you and Nikki adopted, she was a lab and Nikki named her Whiskey. Nikki loved that dog more than most people.
You got up wearing only your t-shirt and underwear, you walked over to the bedroom and found Nikki asleep in the bed, you crawled into bed with him and fell asleep again. A couple hours later you awoke with Nikki's arms wrapped around you, "Morning Sixx" you said "Morning babe" he replied "So last night I was thinking about something" you stated "What was it" he said "I think we should take a trip, ya know just get away from LA and the house" you said "That actually sounds perfect" he replied and gave you a kiss "Where should we go" you asked "Well actually I talked to this photographer I know on the phone the other day, his name is Robbin Crosby and he recently visited this island near Dominica called Martinique, he said it was beautiful" Nikki said "Let's go there then, it sounds nice" you said "Who's gonna take care of Whiskey" you then asked "I'll make Doc do it" he said "Be nice about it okay" you stated "I will, I have a meeting with him today anyways so i'll ask him then" he said "What meeting, are the guys going too" you asked "Nah it's just Doc and I, just going over some business shit" he said "Oh okay" you replied
You knew he was lying, he was really going on another drug binge, you honestly wished he would just tell you the truth sometimes. Anytime you tried to talk to him about getting help it just blew up into a huge fight, and you can't leave him because he needs you and you need him.
Later that day after Nikki left you took a shower and got dressed, you had plans to see Amber today, you hadn't seen her in forever and really needed to be around friends. You put on your jeans and a casual top and paired it with your nikes,
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You hopped in the Porsche 964 that Nikki got you for your most recent birthday, you hated when he bought you expensive presents considering you didn't have a job, you tried to return but he wouldn't let you.
You arrived at Ambers new house in Beverly Hills, she ended marrying this guy who was the ceo of a big company, you were very proud of her lol.
You parked your car and walked up to the door, as soon as Amber opened the door you hugged her, she let you in and showed you around the house, it was beautiful and full of light, you and Nikki's house was a bit more gothic so it was a nice change of scenery. You went and sat down on her couch and started talking, "Your house is amazing" you said "Thank you, maybe I could come over to your place sometime" she said "Yeah.... no it's always a mess" you said "So how was touring with the guys" she asked "It was fun but then it wasn't" you replied "What happened" she asked "Idk Nikki and I got in a big fight, he said some hurtful shit, I mean we made up but it was hard" you said "I knew he was going to hurt you again" she said "All couples have fights sometimes" you said "I know y/n and I know you love him, just make sure your happy" she replied "I know and I am happy" you said with a smile She gave you a hug
You and Amber hung out a little longer and had a few drinks, you hugged her goodbye and got in your car. When you got home Nikki was still out at his 'meeting'. You hung out on the couch with Whiskey and watched tv, an hour later Nikki stumbled through the door.
"Hey babe" you yelled from the couch "Hey" he said as he fell onto the couch "How was it" you asked "It was fine" he replied He rest his head in your lap and you ran your fingers through his hair, he was a baby when he wanted to be.
"Nikki" you asked "Yeah" he said "Are you gonna get help" you asked "Help with what?" he asked "Your drug problem" you stated "I don't have one, you know it's just for fun, we're done talking about this" he said as he sat up "Please don't leave" you said grabbing his hand "Baby i'm not" he said as he pulled you onto his lap
The next day you and Nikki got ready for the trip, you packed everything and tidied up the house so it was clean when you guys got back, you threw the bags in the car and Nikki revved the engine, you hopped in and drove to the airport.
After a making a connection flight from Miami you arrived in Martinique, you never thought you'd see a place so beautiful in your lifetime, you also didn't think you'd fall in love with a rockstar tho.
You and Nikki had a great trip, there was sex, drugs and love, it was amazing, you had sex on the beach a couple times of course, it felt great to be away from LA and everyone there, when Nikki wasn't too fucked up he would play his guitar for you and sometimes he taught you a couple things.
You hadn't had any connection to the outside world, when you got off the plane in Miami there were tons of paparazzi and cameras, one was yelling "Nikki, Nikki, your singer is dead" "What?" Nikki asked
