24. Japan

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Just want to give you guys a warning, if you read 'The Dirt' you know this tour is where things start to get dark for Nikki, so there will be drug abuse and other crazy shit.
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You had been on the plane for 11 hours, only 2 left,
you were asleep on Nikki's shoulder, he also had his hand resting on your thigh.

Since Heather had to stay in L.A. you promised you keep an eye on Tommy and make sure he doesn't cheat. But somehow he gets away with everything

Once we landed and got inside the cab that was taking us to the hotel you could tell something was wrong with Nikki, he was sweating, shaking and his nose was running like crazy.
"Nikki what's wrong, are you sick?" you asked him
"Yeah probably just from the plane ride" he said trying to be casual about it
"Well when we get to the hotel you should take a bath you'll feel better" you said

When you finally got up to the hotel room you and Nikki set your stuff down, you pulled him into the bathroom and took off the sunglasses he had been wearing, you looked into his eyes and noticed they weren't pinned back like usual, meaning he wasn't high and was obviously withdrawing.

"Are you sober?" you asked him
"Yeah, I need something now" he replied
"Just try and ride it out Nikki please, you're losing control" you said
He walked back into the main room, put on a record, and laid on the bed. You shut the bathroom door and started crying, you cant lose him, at least he has some realization that its becoming a problem, you bet he thought he could just stop shooting up and it wouldn't affect him.

You wet a towel with cold water, pulled his hair out of his face and placed it on his forehead. He was still awake when you fell asleep, but the next morning when you woke up he was asleep.

Later after getting ready you and the band had to drive to the venue, when you guys walked out of the hotel it was fucking crazy there were so many people, you had seen a lot of motley fans before but not this many.

Backstage while you were helping Nikki button up his shirt Vince walked in the room and you could smell the alcohol on his breath,
"Are you drunk?" you asked Vince
"No, I've been sober everyone here knows that" he replied
"Dude we can smell the alcohol" Mick said
"Your one to talk, your always drunk Mick " he said
"Yeah well at least he didn't kill anyone while drunk" Nikki said
"Nikki stop" you said
Vince walked out of the room
"You went to far man" Mick stated

Mick proceeded back to his own dressing room
"Nikki I can't believe you said that" you said
"Its true" he said
"You know it was an accident" you replied
"Well its put the band in deep shit, everything's fucked up" he stated
"Things will chill out just give it time"
This statement might take a couple years to become true.

"Its only been two days and I cant think straight, how the fuck am I supposed to write this story" you said
"Im sorry, come here" Nikki said
He pulled you into a kiss,
"I know what will make you feel better" he said with a smirk
"Nikki you go onstage in 10 minutes" you stated
"So" he said as his hands moved down your body.

You pulled off your jean shorts and Nikki fiddled with the buttons on his pants, everything was happening so fast, you didn't take your underwear off, you sat on top of his lap, he pulled your thong aside and entered you, you both let out a moan, you clung onto him as you rode him. As the pace between you and Nikki increased you started to get a little loud, Nikki took his hand and covered your mouth, it was pretty hot, his other hand was cupping your breast.
After a couple minutes you both came, you were out of breath and your head fell onto Nikkis shoulder.

Someone knocked on the door
"Nikki you ready, its time"
"Yeah hold on" he replied in a yell
You both put your clothes back on and let out a laugh, Nikki seemed happy and felt good to see him in a better mood. He gave you a kiss then you guys headed to the stage.
They then went onstage and acted like best friends, they really put on  a show.

Later that night in the hotel you grabbed your journal

The Life Of Mötley Crüe: On Tour
Mötley Crüe landed in Japan to fans waiting for them, they signed autographs and talked with their adoring fans, especially the girls.

You stopped writing since nothing else had really happened that was worth writing. You then grabbed your personal journal

You moved to California, but it's just a state of mind
And you know everyone adores you
You can feel it and your tired
Babe I wish that you would hold or just say that you were mine
It's killing me slowly

Dream a little dream of me
Turn it into something sweet
Turn the radio on, dancing to a rock song
Fuck it I love you
I really do

Everyone was emotionally drained which isn't a great way to start a long tour.

It was the last night in Japan and you, Nikki, and Tommy went out to a club, Nikki was feeling better, not because he was sober, because he was high again and not dealing with withdrawals. You all went into the club and ordered some drinks, you honestly felt like getting fucked up tonight, so you did.
You heard a song called 'Shake Me' come on that you liked so you went over to the dance floor, you were pretty drunk at this point, as you danced you sang along to the song

"Shake me, all night, she said
Shake me, shake it , don't break it baby
Shake me, all night, she said
All night long
All night long baby"

This random guy noticed you were alone and started to try and dance with you, you didn't really care at first but then he tried to grab your ass
"No thanks" you said and tried to walk away
Nikki and Tommy were still sitting at the bar
The guy grabbed your wrist and aggressively pulled you close to him
"Come on, dance with me"
"No fuck off" you yelled and tried to get out of his grip
"Shut up" he said
"Nikki" you yelled hoping he would hear you over the blasting music
Nikki pushed threw the crowd and got to you
"Back the fuck up man" Nikki said to him
"Who are you" he said
"Im Nikki fucking Sixx and your a nobody" Nikki said and then punched him in the face and gut
Security then kicked us out, they were going to call the cops but then Tommy argued that they over served me and they let us go.
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A/N - I feel like these last two parts have been shit but i hope you guys like it, also i will be posting more since I have some things lined up for the story I just have to get through some other things that happen first, that made no sense lol but whatever - Lana

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