LA Runaways

14. Fighting At The Hotel

Y/Ns POV

After your bath you got ready for bed, it was pretty late and the guys weren't back yet, your anxiety really started to kick in, you climbed into bed and tried to fall asleep, all you could think about was that Nikki had cheated before, well you guys weren't 100% together when it happened but still, oh god why did you let him go.

A hour or so after you had finally fallen asleep you heard the door open, it was Nikki, he undressed and crawled into bed, he smelt like alcohol and cigarettes but more than normal. He didn't say anything to you but you didn't say anything to him either, you just layed there pretending to be asleep.

You woke up the next morning and rolled over to see Nikki peacefully sleeping, you looked down and saw a track mark on his arm, you instantly felt upset, you just covered his arm up with a blanket and tried to forget about it. You ran your fingers through his hair, he opened his eyes slowly,
"Hey" he said
you just smiled and looked into his green eyes
he pulled you down into a kiss, you pulled away to talk to him
"So how was last night" you asked
"It was fucking awesome, we met up with these other guys and went to a bar" he stated
"and?" you said
"and what, I didn't cheat on you y/n you know I love you" he replied
"I know" you said with a blank face
"then what's up" he asked
"You shot up Nikki, I can see the track mark on your arm" you said with a concerning voice
"What i'm not allowed to have fun, i'm not an addict" He said as he got out of bed and headed into the bathroom, he shut the door.
You quickly got up and knocked on the bathroom door
"Nikki please, i'm sorry okay, your right" you said
No response
"Fuck" you whispered

You quickly threw on a casual outfit and walked into the hallway. You felt like a hypocrite since you also did drugs sometimes, but for Nikki it was a more than normal occurrence, you mainly just drank, did coke, and smoked weed, you didn't really love how pills and ecstasy affected you the day after. You had never done heroin though, it freaked you out too much.

You walked outside and lit a cigarette, you sat down on a bench outside the hotel, you didn't really know what to do since this was your first serious fight with Nikki. After a couple minutes some guy who worked at the hotel said Doc was looking for you, you walked back into the lobby and walked up to him
"Where have you been" he asked
"My own personal hell" you replied
"That's great, well we're leaving soon and Nikki won't open the door, I need you to go back up there and get ready to go" he stated
"Got it, ... even though Nikki's pissed at me" you said the last part in a whisper as you walked off
"What'd you say" Doc asked
"Nothing" you replied

You got to the door and hesitated before using your key to open it, you turned the door knob and went inside the room, Nikki was packing up your stuff for you,
"Hey" you said in a soft voice
"Here's your stuff" he said
"Thanks for packing it" you replied
"No problem" he said walking away
"Nikki stop, this is so dumb let's just talk about it" you yelled at him as he fled out the door
"Why don't you trust me" he said as he stopped
"You know I trust you" you said
"Then why can't you trust that i'll be careful" he stated
"Because this lifestyle can go south really quick Nikki, and I love you and don't want anything bad to happen to you" you said
"Oh you want to talk about lifestyles, what's yours huh, oh yeah that's right you don't have one, I pay for everything" he yelled
"Are you serious I quit my job to come on tour with you, you asked me to do that" you replied
"Whatever" he said and then walked away

When you said lifestyle you meant drugs not his music career, fuck, you couldn't believe he said that.
You wanted to sit there and cry but you knew the bus was leaving soon, you sucked in all your pain and got on the elevator. You stood alone in the elevator, watching the floor numbers go by, wondering what the fuck you were gonna do.
You walked out the hotel entrance and headed over to the bus, you walked onto the bus, set your stuff down and went into the bathroom and slammed the door shut.
"Are you okay" Vince said knocking on the door
"Fuck off" you replied, you felt kinda bad for saying that to Vince when he was trying to be nice, but you were to upset to care.
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Nikki's POV

I know that I fucked up, but that's just what I do.
I can't believe I said that to her.
"What the fuck's up with her?" Vince asked
Everyone suddenly looked at me
"What?" I said
"What'd you do" Tommy asked
"We had a fight that's all, it's nothing" I replied
"Well what the hell did you say that made her that upset" Vince asked
"Nothing alright she just bashed me for doing drugs and  I told her that she doesn't do anything with her life" I said
"Why the fuck would you say that bro, she does everything for you, she even quit her job to come and be with you on tour" Tommy exclaimed
"Yeah I fucking know, I fucked up okay" I stated
"Man your dumb" Mick said
Doc butted in
"Well maybe if you didn't do herion she wouldn't be upset and worried"
"Why is everyone treating me like the bad guy, Tommy does it too, and Vince is always coked out, and Mick's always fucking drunk, we all do shit, we're on tour" I yelled
"Calm down dude" Vince said
"Fuck off" I told him
"Damn why is everyone saying that to me today, what'd I do" Vince whined
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Y/Ns POV
I sat down on the edge of the toilet and started sobbing silently, this day had been horrible, after crying for a little bit you splashed some water on your face, you wiped your face dry and finally opened the bathroom door, the boys all looked towards you,
"What" you said
"Nothing" they all said in mumbles except Nikki of course
You undid your pants and took them off, you then climbed into your bunk and shut the curtain. You were so exhausted from the day and all the crying that you fell asleep pretty quickly.
Later into the night you heard Nikki pull back your curtain and look at you, part of you wanted to roll over and face him, but you didn't.
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A/N - Sorry bout that fight but this story needed some juice, I think it still needs more so I guess you'll just have to see what happens! - Lana