Y/N run aways from her idiotic small town to live in LA and ends up meeting another runaway with a passion for music. How will Nikki's damaged ideas of love affect y/n
T/W
smut and mention of drug use
Hi so I didn't actually research 80s pregnancy tests, there wasn't really portable tests that you could quickly buy and use, but just go with it. - Lana ____________________________________
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09/06/1985
You sat in the back of the bus, getting wrapped up in your thoughts. Nikki walked over and sat next to you, somehow things were normal between you guys.
"Babe just take the test" Nikki prompted "I don't want to know Nikki!" You exclaimed "Why, you know I'll be here for you" he said
"Oh yeah you'll be watching the baby while you shoot up" you thought that in your head, god you feel awful for thinking shit like that, but you have to be honest with yourself.
You just sat there silent not really knowing what to say, there's no way Nikki is in shape to be a father.
You stood up and headed into the bus bathroom, you took the test and waited for the results. Minutes later you turned the test over It was negative, THANK GOD.
You dashed into the main area and jumped onto Nikki, "ITS NEGATIVE!!" you exclaimed "Holy shit, really" he said "Yes, let's celebrate" you said You poured out shots for everyone, you all clinked and drank.
A couple drinks later you all arrived in Norman, OK wasted. The boys were performing in a couple hours, which they actually seemed excited about for the first time in awhile, things seemed to be settling a bit.
WARNING KIND OF SEXUAL ASSAULT/basically a man just being gross asf
A couple hours later they were on stage and you were backstage still in a drunken haze. You were really enjoying the show your favorite song form the album was 'Use it or lose it'. There was this new backstage crew member that you had never seen before, he walked up to and asked "Hey aren't you the band groupie?" "No, who the fuck are you?" you asked "Do you fuck the backstage crew too?" he said and pulled you close to him by grabbing your waist "Fuck you, asshole" you replied trying to squirm out of his grip, he started getting aggressive and you were really fucking uncomfortable, so you kicked the piece of shit in the balls, he then let go of you and said in a pained voice, "Fucking whore" "Why are you standing there kick him out?" you asked this guy who just stood there and watched, "He's working I can't kick him out" the guy replied "God this is all bullshit" you said and stormed back into the dressing room.
You cried and started chain smoking, you thought to yourself "Why the fuck do guys treat me like this and why do I put up with it, Im a great writer and I'm an independent woman, well I guess Im not that independent, I don't know."
You lit another cigarette and heard the show finish, you quickly stood up and grabbed the small baggie of heroin from Nikki's jacket and shoved it in your purse hoping he wouldn't notice.
"Hey why are you in here I was looking for you?" Nikki asked "Some guy was being an asshole and tried to feel me up" you said "Who the fuck.. where.." he stuttered "I don't know his name, It's fine Im over it, I just want to get fucked up" you said He grabbed his jacket and said he was going to the bathroom real quick. You panicked.. fuck.
He stormed back into the room and started looking through his things, you just sat there. "What are you looking for?" you asked him "Nothing somethings missing from my jacket" he said "Maybe it fell out, what is it I can help you look" you asked, you felt bad that your were trying to get him to admit it, you were hoping he'd stop looking and move on, but of course he didn't, "Fuck" he said "What" you said "I bought some coke and now I can't find it" he said "It's fine I'm sure we can find some around here" you replied "No I, this was good shit" he said You could see the worry in his face, like he wouldn't know what to do without it. You pulled it out of bag and threw it at him, you stood up and stood in the doorway, "Jesus Nikki, here's your smack" you said and walked out "Thats not cool y/n" he yelled at you as you walked further away "Well I don't think it's cool to kill yourself slowly" you yelled and a couple people in the hallway stared at you. He slammed his dressing room door.
"What the hell is going on?" Doc asked "Nothing just Nikki being Nikki" you replied "Right, well how's the story going?" he asked "Shit, everything has been so crazy I haven't had time to write." you said "I don't think I have to remind you that the reason you're here is because your working, don't forget that." he said "Jesus Doc calm down" you said "Just saying" he said
You walked off and headed to the bus like everyone else, you saw Nikki getting on the bus with your stuff, why is it that only half of the time he knows how to treat a girl.
You walked on the bus and hugged Nikki, for some reason fighting with him doesn't bother you as much as it should. You sat down on the couch and grabbed your journal.
Life With Mötley Crüe On Tour
Get ready to read about the crazy lives of Mötley Crüe, sex, drugs, and rock n roll. Life on the bus isn't as entertaining as their live show is. blah blah blah you write on...
You guys finally made it to the hotel and there were fans waiting out front, your never quite sure how people figure out where the boys are staying. They get stalked every where we go.
You got up to the room after watching them sign a million autographs, you jumped onto the bed, it was so comfortable, "This bed is amazing for some reason, it's better than sex." you said "Oh really" Nikki said and proceeded to jump on top of you "Nikki!" you screamed with a smile on your face "After this you tell me if the bed is better than sex" he said with a smirk on his face He kissed you deeply like he really meant it which he hadn't done in awhile
He pulled off your jeans and you pulled off his shirt, his muscles have always been so hot. You kissed and it was wet and hot, his hand ran down your body to your clit, he started warming you up. You and Nikki then had sex than was better than the comfortableness of the bed.(lol) ____________________________________ A/N - Im sorry this part isn't very good but I wanted to update, also if it seems like the parts are repetitive I apologize but I have some juicy stuff coming up I just have to get there time wise ya know. Anyways I hope you guys are enjoying reading and thank you for all the votes.
