Changing Love/Axl Rose/

Chapter 20

"I mean, you can stay here if you want, but it's kinda small for two I guess" Duff said. "it'll do for now."

I placed the guitar on the ground and walked over to Duff, I looked into his brown eyes, tied my hands around him and hugged him. I could hear his heartbeat. "Will it be okay?" I asked him. "It will sky, it will" he replied. I let go of Duff. "I'm gonna get a drink, you want something?" I asked "A glass of Coke would be nice" 

We walked to the kitchen, the counter was filled with empty beer and vodka bottles. Duff got a bottle of coke and I got two glasses. 

We sat on the couch with our drinks "Are you going back with Axl?" "I don't know, I mean I still love him, but he just keeps breaking my heart lately." "You know, sometimes at the end of the day, when I'm lying in my bed, I think about you two. How Axl is so mean to you sometimes. I just worry about you. Sometimes Axl is a pain in the fucking ass to us, I don't even want to imagine what he'd be to you" "Don't worry about me Duff, remember at one point I was a cop, I can handle the hard words of an American rocker." "I do worry, you are a part of this GNR family, we care about you." "I care about you too Duff, and I don't want to see you drink yourself to death. I know and understand that it helps you with your panic attacks, but it's frighting me. I don't want to loose you too Duff." "Alright here's the deal, since you don't want me to worry about you and I don't want you to worry about me, we just don't worry about each other." "Alright" I said "I still do though" I said under my breath. "I heard that" Duff said laughing. "I'm sorry" 

I finished my drink so I put  my glass on the table in front of us and because I was tired I lay down on the couch with my head on Duff's crotch. This felt weird. Much harder than Axl's. (I did not do that guys, pls forgive me.) He stroke his hand trough my hair. It felt nice, I missed this. Axl would always throw my head off of his lap. "How about your parents? I've never seen them before, have I?" Duff asked. "Long story short; when I introduced them to Axl they never wanted to see me again." "Why not?" "They want me to be all nice and stuff, like a princess. When I started to study for the police stuff they already started to hate me because it was 'un-lady like' and then I came home with a 'dirty rock star' how they like to call it, they've ignored me ever since. I've tried to stay in contact with them but they really don't want me anymore." "I'm sorry for you." I looked at him and smiled, my smile saying "thank you".

After talking for more than an hour about basically bullshit we decided that it was time to go to bed. "Duff do you have something I can wear to bed?" "Let me see" he said as he went through some shirts. "you can wear this if you want." he said handing me a Sex Pistols shirt that was way too big for me. "Thank you." "You can change in the bathroom over there, if you want." he said pointing to the bathroom. "Okay, be right back." 

I walked into the bathroom, and changed real fast. I saw lots of weird pills but decided to ignore it. I walked back to Duff. "That was fast" "Yeah, I'm a master at changing fast. I always used to sleep in late and be late for the bus, so I had to change real quick." 

It was a small bed, we had to cuddle up to fit in it both. "You know, you are the first girl that was with Axl for this long." "Really?" "Yeah, three years is pretty long for Axl." "But... he's a rock star. Everyone loves him." "That's the thing, everyone ''loves'' him aka pretends to love him, no one really loves him. Everyone wants to date him because he's a famous rock star, but you actually did love him and he treated you like shit. It's not fair" "It's what I deserve." "No, Sky, you deserve a hundred times better" "Why do you actually only look at the bad sides tho? Axl and I also had a lot of fun, like that time in Brazil." "Oh my god yeah, you mean when you tried to teach Axl how to skate?" "Yes." "That was a priceless night!" "yes definitely" "Let's sleep, it's like 2am already." Duff said

-Duff's pov-

I enjoyed being with Sky but laying next to her in this tiny bed felt so fucking wrong. There was nothing else we could do so I went with it. The conversation we had earlier scared me a bit, I don't want her to be unhappy about herself.

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