I had tears in my eyes. Why did Axl and I have to fight so much lately? It was Duff coming in. I stood up and hugged him. "It's okay baby" He said "No it's not okay" Tears flew down my cheeks. "But it's going to be" he said. "Will you please leave? I wanna be alone for a moment" Our grip loosens. Duff looked me in my eyes while wiping my tears and my mascara away. After that he left the room.
I picked up a guitar from the ground. I started to play something and started to think of some lyrics for this song.
Suddenly the words flew out of my mouth.
"I wish we kissed goodbye in a different way.
I wish we spent the night in a different shape"
(This is actually a song by Nina Nesbitt. Check her out on youtube!) 'Shit!... did I.... was this about....Duff? wash it off of your mind gurl!' I thought. I wrote the lyrics down because it sounded good anyway.
I wanted to write something else but I couldn't get the previous song and Duff out of my head. This is not how I expected my birthday to be. Well... it was 2 p.m so it wasn't my birthday anymore.
I could hear everyone arguing from Ax's and mine bedroom, so I sneaked to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of vodka, 2 cans of beer and some pills. I dropped it in the 'left-over room'. I walked to the room where everyone else was. "Oh excuse me" I said as I grabbed the c's I got for my birthday.
This really short I'm sorry. I will probably update tomorrow NOT SURE. In the hosps again. Hope you still like it. If I can change something please tell me in dm. Voted will be appreciated and I love to read your comments. -CruelGurl :]
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Changing Love/Axl Rose/
FanficThis is a story about Sky and Axl who are in a relationship. But everything changes when Sky's friend Shelia stay's at Axl and Shelia's house for a while. And what happens on Sky's birthday party? Will Axl and Sky get back together? Find out here...
