Changing Love/Axl Rose/

Chapter 12

I walked back to 'my new room'. I didn't know for how long I was going to be here. I set everything I just grabbed near each other on the floor. It looked perfect. Beer, Vodka, Pills, Cigarettes, and cocaine.

I tried to write another song, a better one.

"You're like a junk e-mail in my inbox, keep coming back, keep coming back.

Like a constant ringing in my ears oh, keep calling back, why are you calling back again.

Like a train that's running out of steam oh, you're losing track should've stopped way back.

That sounded real good and it wasn't about Duff. I took a big sip of the vodka and opened a can of beer. I knew I was going the wrong way, but at the moment, I didn't care at all.

Suddenly the door got slammed open. "FUCK OFF! Go away!" I said. I was with my back to the door so I had no clue who it was or could be.

I felt a kiss on my head "I'm sorry babe" oh my gosh, did Axl just apologize? He walked back to the door. "I'm sorry, too" I said. While he closed the door he said: "I won't interrupt you anymore.

Words can't describe how happy I am right now. Someone should done a great talk with him because Axl would never apologize out of hisself.

After Axl apologizing Duff was out of my mind, he was just... a friend.

I was smoking, drinking and snorting all at once.

Suddenly I heard a knock on the door. "Can I come in?" I heard Steven ask while opening the door. "Yeah come in" "Hi gurl" "Hey Stevie" I said and ruffled my hand trough his hair. "Are you okay?" He asked "Yeah I am"

Steven walked through the room and picked a paper up from the floor. "What's this?" He asked while scanning the words on the paper with his eyes. It was the song I wrote about Duff. "That's a song I just wrote" "Is it about Axl? I mean you guys always look so happy while being together, why in a different way then?" "Well to be honest I think... it's about Duff. I couldn't help it, it jus happened. And-"

I got cut off by Steven. "It's okay, it happens to the bests of us" "But I'm with Axl" "It's bloody okay" "I don't feel okay about it" I walked up to Steven and took the paper. I read it again and a tear fell on the paper.

"Who was the chick you brought?" I asked. "Hehe that's Kayley, i know her from school. Hadn't seen her is ages." "Do you like her?" He scratched the back of his head. "Yes I like her a lot" Haha I knew it. They would make a perfect couple. "You coming to the lounge room?" Steven suddenly asked. "Yeah that'll be okay"

We walked to the lounge room and there was only one place left, next to Kayley. "You go sit there, I'll take the cajon." I said. Steven gave me a elbow which meant 'why do u do this' I placed myself on the cajon.

Helllo I'm back haha. I want to say that in no way I prefer Axl over the others!! I actually like Duff better haha. Hope you still like it and sorry for the long wait. -CruelGurl :]