Changing Love/Axl Rose/

Chapter 18

I was walking on my own, on the cold, dark streets, not caring about what could possibly happen to me. Even if I got killled, I wouldn't care. I checked my phone, and found put that I had three missed calls, all from different people. While checking my instagram, I got another call, it was Izzy. "Hey Sky, I'm sorry about what happened, where are you, how are you?" "Hi Iz, please stop worrying  so much, I'm good, don't know where I am" "Do you want me to pic you up?" "No, I'm good, just let me be" I said, while in fact I didn't want him to pic me up because I wanted Duff to pic me up. "Okay, please take care." "I will Izzy" "I love you, Sky" wait.... what did he just say? "Yeah, bye"  I hung up and put on some music, 'Hey God' by Bon Jovi. I hated the guy, because he wanted to hit my bae Izzy with a bottle 'o vodka, but Axl saved him saying "Don't mess with my band", but I do love their music. 

I kept walking, into a park. The park where Axl and I met. I went to the exact place where I bumbed into him, I remember it like it was yesterday, but it is almost 4 years ago. 4 years, the happiest years of my life. What am I gonna be without him? I never thought that there was gonna be a day like this, a day where I was going to think like this. I came on the place where we met and fell down my knees. Suddenly I felt weak, really really weak, like I hadn't eaten in days. I started sobbing, thinking about all the great memories Axl and I had. Like, the concert at the Roxy, with Ratt; "Hey, excuse me..." I asks Stephen. "Get the fuck away from me!" He says and beat me in the face. "I'm sorry?" I asked, what does he want? "Hey! get away from her, who do you think you are?" Axl asks. He's having a fierce look in his eyes. "Axl NO!" a security guy warns him. I ran up to Axl, "Come with me, you gotta cool down" "I don't want to cool the fuck down" Axl and I weren't in a relationship back then, I was just kind of there with them on tour, which was a lot of fun. I wish it could be like that forever, the guys and their gf's having fun wih each other. 

-Duff's POV- 

The guys and I were just sitting in Axl's living room, all pissed at Axl. The tense between everyone was high and freaking me out. "What do you wanna do now?" Steven asked Axl. "Shut up, dickhead" "Axl, that's not how we treat each other here" I said "I'm not sorry about it" Axl said. "Has someone tried to call Sky yet?" I asked "Yes" three people said. "No answer" Slash said. "I did" Izzy said. All eyes were on Izzy now. "She just said that she doesn't want us to worry, and that we need to leave her be" I suddenly felt an ache in my stomach, I was worrying sick about her. What if I never see her again? "Axl where can she be?" I asked in a rush "idk... she likes to go the park on Lincoln Street" "Okay thanks, I gotta go guys, bye" I said and rushed to my car. 

-Sky's POV-

I saw a car rushing towards the park. Wait... that's Duff's car, but he drank a hella lot. I ran towards him, he needed to stop driving right now. He stopped the car, right beside me. I opened the door of the drivers seat "Get out of the car!" "Are you crying?" "Yes so fucking what?" "Aww babe'' "Get out of the car?!" "Why?" "You're drunk as fuck, I'm not letting you drive like this" "It's my car, I'll fucking drive it"  "No you're not" you could see that Duff was pretty annoyed. Duff got out of the car and I stepped in, he got in the passengers seat. "Where do we go now?" he asked. "I don't know" "We can go to that abandoned grocery store, have you ever been there?" "You mean the one at Eaglestreet?" "Yes" "I've been there before" I said with Axl I thought by myself. "You wanna go there?" Duff asked. "I don't really give a fuck, why not" 

We got into the grocery store via the back. There was an old couch in the middle of the store, friends of mine have put it there. "Let's sit here" I suggested. We sat down, Duff looked at me and spoke "Talk about Axl?" "Why?" "Because it'll make you feel good" okay..then...? whatever. "He is, no, was, a really sweet guy when I first met him, he always found a way to make me laugh. He is a great singer, a nit nitter at times, but that's okay. He's very outspoken." ''Where did you meet?" "In the park where you found me" "Nah, I didn't really 'find' you, Axl told me you'd be there" "How'd he know?" "I don't know, he said you liked to go there" "I do, yes" "Axl I met in the park, it was where I found my piece of happiness, so I always go there if I need happiness" "Really?" "Yeah, does Axl hate me?" I finally found he guts to ask that question. "I don't think he does, he talked about you all the time, on tour, in the studio, during practise" "He did?" "yeah, he really cared, and he still does" "I don't know man" "I know, he doesn't hate you, he only hates himself for putting you in so much pain" "He sould" "He was really angry at himself, I could see it in his eyes, they were filled with regret. Just give it some time'' "Okay"

After some talking that seemed taking forever, we went to Duff's house. 

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