Linked To You II

LTY II: F. Tarry

Hi guys! I'm really having trouble without my daily inspiration to write but I survive. Here's another chapter guys. Enjoy!

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Yanika's POV

I woke up early today and prepared my healthy breakfast. I have to eat triple the amount I used to eat before because it's the three of us now. And I have to attend something today so I have to make sure that I will go there early because for sure the line will be really long by this time and I will have to wait in line with this condition.

I am now 30 weeks pregnant and 8 more weeks and I'll be seeing my little ones. Pretty excited you can say. I'm living for them right now.

I've been more than blessed to have people beside me this time that I'm really fragile. I never thought that I'll be carrying my own children alone. But knowing I was pregnant felt like I found the purpose why I have to be put in that situation.

I wasn't completely healed from my past. I still miss him.

His melting smiles. His scent which still lingers in my nose. The noises he makes. His laugh and those laugh that barely exceeds five haha's. He doesn't laugh like how I burst out because when something's really funny, you can see the roof of my mouth while laughing. His laughs were controlled ones and he just throw his head forward or backwards when it's really funny. The way he crunches his nose when he did something really silly. The way he asks me morning kisses in the morning which I always reject because I know he's just making fun of me.

Hell! My heartaches. I miss him but I have to be stronger for my twins.

I can say it barely hurts now and if it does it's just because of my messed-up hormones. I am moving slowly and my focus was more on how I will make money so we can live and focus on getting healthy. They were now okay unlike the first time I know that I was pregnant. They were growing well just like my obstetrician-gynecologist told me.

Yep, I'm having a baby boy and a baby girl. They were adorable and they move a lot nowadays, I don't know if they were dancing inside me but they do move a lot. Maybe because I often listen to a lot of songs.

And I read a lot of books and play the piano because it makes me puts me to tranquil since I can't go to the track right now. And I remember that one time when the radio played a Seventeen song, the two were like fighting inside me. They were like dancing and I was thinking that they might come out as good dancers just like their dad.