Linked To You II

LTY II: Release

Love is just blind. Love can be really foolish. Love is complicated. Sometimes your heart doesn't always love the right people at the right time. Sometimes we hurt the ones we love and sometimes we love those who don't deserve our love at all. Crazy, right? But loving is not being selfish, it makes you learn a lot of things. If you don't learn at all, it isn't loved at all.

It's pure idiocy.

Sowon did a lot of things but slowly that love she thought, was no longer love. It made her stupid. It made her do things that hurt other people and mostly it made her hurt the person she loves the most. But she wanted to learn and feel the love that is not selfish but genuine. The love that wasn't force but a love that is given sincerely. She knew that she was at fault and she knew that she was blinded by it. But seeing Jeonghan, her love, with pain in his eyes every time he sees Yanika is pure torture for Sowon. She doesn't know when did she felt a change of heart but she's thinking if she can still handle it?

It's already evening, Sowon was sitting on the veranda of their room waiting for Jeonghan to come back. When she heard the door open she immediately asked him to go sit beside her.

They sat together like a lovely couple staring at the ocean and the moon that is now up above being the light in the darkness. Sowon leaned on Jeonghan's shoulders and held his hand. "Thank you!" she said making the guy confused.

"For what?" Jeonghan coldly answered.

"Thank you for everything," it sounded lame but Sowon still said it. She saw that Jeonghan was staring down at the shore and she discovered that a lady was sitting there alone. "You look worried about her," Sowon commented.

"Huh?" Jeonghan acting bewildered.

"Aiisshh. Just tell me," Sowon forcing Jeonghan to tell her why he was worried about. Jeonghan explained to Sowon, "Yanika stares at the ocean every time she misses her grandpa."

"I remember you told me before that you don't really know your wife well but you are wrong. You know her very well," Sowon uttered trying to make Jeonghan understand it. "When did you realize you have feelings for her?" Sowon trying to squeeze information from Jeonghan.

"What kind of questions are those? Are you really serious right now?" Jeonghan can't believe what he was hearing from the lady who hated the fact that Yanika is now Jeonghan's lifeline. They were still both sitting together and Sowon was still leaning on Jeonghan's shoulder while staring at the full moon. In response to Jeonghan, Sowon nodded. "Ne. I want to know."

"Fine but tell me when you don't feel good because I can't risk you being stress," Jeonghan told Sowon and the lady agreed. "I am not sure when did I catch feeling for Yanika but the weirdest moment was that one time when we were at their family's resort with Seventeen. I don't feel good at that time and it gave me those unfamiliar feelings that I couldn't figure out myself," Jeonghan briefly but honestly answered.

Sowon smiled and she remembered that moment. " Yeah. I know you were falling fast and deep for your wife before."

"Mwo?" Jeonghan was surprised at what Sowon just said.

"I said, yes. I know that you are already falling for your wife before but I was in denial of it. You were calling me but your mouth was just constantly talking about her. You even go against the storm to find her when she was gone. I was pretty devasted about it and it made me so afraid because you were falling so fast and I didn't expect that," Sowon admitted what she experienced before.

"Remember, we argued a lot after your vacation from the resort," Sowon reminded Jeonghan which was true.

"Yeah. We almost fight every day after that time," Jeonghan told Sowon.