Linked To You II

LTY II: P. Glimpse

Jeonghan's POV

A week had passed but I haven't seen even a shadow of Yanika. We went to her home which we were no longer shocked of how big it is. Then to our rest house here in LA which was a gift from her parents for us in our wedding day. I had the key, Yanika also has a key with her but I saw no trace of her when we got there. We went to the malls Mrs. Tan told us and to amusement parks they used to go but still saw no one.

Yesterday, I finally decided to go to Aunt Neah's house to ask her if she knew where my wife is. I was surprised that she wasn't even mad at me but she welcomed me so warmly. I felt a sudden pain in my chest the moment I saw that they didn't planted any anger towards me even if I didn't do my part as a husband. That made me feel more guilty that even if it was my fault, Yanika had to make the move to make sure that they will not hate me amidst everything I have done.

I apologized to her for not doing what I had promised them and I was ashamed and call me a thick face for showing up there in their house but I am desperate to find her. I swallowed all my pride and kneeled infront of her family for having a divorce and not taking good care of Yanika.

That's when Yanika's cousin lost it and  I again received a good punch from one her cousins but it was alright, I accepted that. In the end, aunt Neah has no idea where Yanika is and reminded me about her personality that if she doesn't want to show up, she wouldn't show up.

I'm slowly losing my hope because we don't have any idea on where she is right now. I'm deliberately losing my optimism. I am feeling down. I began to give up and this is gradually killing me. I was smiling at my friends but I have breaking apart inside. 

Today while we were at the kitchen having breakfast, I still can't disregard the fact that it's impossible to find her in this big city. I have so much what ifs in my mind that I don't know what to do right now. 

"Hyung, don't give up. We have five more days to find noona. So, don't worry about it. We will surely find a way," Seungkwan cheered me up and it made looked at him who has this cheerful funny face. It made me smile. 

I might have given up already if it wasn't for my friends who were there to uplift my fighting spirit and to remind me to be positive always. Because I also have a task to discover what am I really feeling for Yanika. 

"Yes, hyung. We should rest for today and take our vacation so we can have much energy tomorrow to look for her again," Mingyu added while munching his toast.