Joshua's POV:
Anna and I's date went really well, I think. She didn't really talk that much, but I just think she's shy or she was nervous. After we ate dinner I took her down to the beach and we took a walk, after our walk we sat in the sand for a while. I will admit we did make out, but for some reason I felt weird about it.
As for me and Kensie, we're not talking, well she's not talking to me. I hate arguing with her, but she makes it so hard for us not to argue. Are there some things I regret saying to her last night? Yes. Words were just coming out of my mouth, I was mad and upset. Kensie didn't even eat breakfast with the rest of us this morning, she came downstairs, walked in the kitchen, grabbed some food, then she went outside. She hasn't been back inside since, she's been laying on one of the pool chairs for like an hour.
"I'm going to check on Kensie." Matt says getting up, grabbing his sunglasses and walking outside.
I see him walk over to her and she sits up to look at him. Matt sits down in the chair next to her and they start talking.
"I think we should have a beach day today." Sofia suggests.
"Yeah, we should since we start filming tomorrow." Livvy says.
Some of the cast go upstairs to get ready for the beach while Lauren, Roman, Larry and I stay downstairs.
"So, what happened between you and Kensie last night?" Lauren asks.
"How do you know something happened between us?" I say.
"Number one, because I heard you two arguing. And number two, Kensie isn't acting like herself at all. She didn't even act like this when you left without telling her." Lauren says.
"We got into an argument." I say.
"About what?" Lauren asks.
"I got annoyed because I saw her and Cole almost kiss and then she got mad at me." I say.
"Why would you get mad about that? You two broke up. You moved on so why can't Kensie?" Lauren says.
"Because I'm not sure if I've fully moved on from her." I say while turning to look outside at her. She's laughing and something Matt said, I love her smile. I wish I was the one making her smile instead of the one making her not act like herself.
"What do you mean?" Roman asks.
"How can I get over someone that I've had feelings for since I was five years old." I say.
"You had feelings for her when you were five?" Larry says.
"Well not like that, but you know what I mean. I've had feelings for her for years." I say.
"Then why didn't you fight for your relationship?" Lauren asks.
"I couldn't do anything, he would've took me to court." I say.
"Yeah, you're probably right." Roman says.
"Aren't you guys coming to the beach?" Sofia asks us while they come back downstairs.
"Yeah, we'll be down there in a few." Larry says.
They nod their heads before walking outside, I see Brookelynn sit down next to Matt and Frankie stand in front of Kensie's chair and tell her something. Whatever Frankie told her make her laugh really loud, I could hear her laugh from inside.
"Well if you have feelings for Kensie still, why don't you tell her?" Lauren asks.
"Cause she doesn't have feelings for me anymore." I say.
