Kensie's POV:
A FEW MONTHS LATER:
It's currently November we only have a few more shows left on the tour. Josh has released a few of his own songs, Livvy has released a couple songs too. Brookelynn's supposed to have the baby next month, Josh is going to be 21 next month. My 21st birthday is in a few days we're in London right now, the cast has been hinting that they're planning something for my birthday.
"Where's Josh?" Livvy asks while we're sitting in the lounge room in the hotel.
"He had some press for his new songs." I say.
"We've hardly seen him while we've been in London." Matt says.
"That's because he's starting a singing career." I say.
"What if he's not here for your birthday?" Lauren says.
"Don't say that, he'll be here." Livvy says.
They're right. He hasn't been around that much since we got in London. There's been a couple days where I didn't see him at all. He shouldn't have this much press if he just has a few songs out.
"What if he's cheating?" I say.
"What?" Joe asks.
"What if he is." I say.
"He wouldn't do that." Lauren says.
"How are you so sure?" I say.
"Because it's obvious that Josh loves you, he wouldn't throw you away for another girl." Lauren says.
"Why are you even thinking that?" Matt asks.
"Because he hasn't been around that much." I say.
"He's had press for his songs." Matt says.
"He's had that much press for a few songs?" I say.
"You're right. I didn't think about that." Matt says.
"Hey guys!" We all turn toward the doorway to see Josh walking in.
"What's going on?" He asks while walking to me and sitting next to me.
"Nothing. Where have you been?" I say.
"I was having a meeting with my manager." He says.
"How were you doing that?" Matt asks.
"It was over the phone." He says.
"I'm going to bed." I say while getting up.
"I'll walk you up." Josh says while starting to get up.
"No, it's fine." I say before walking out of the room.
I go upstairs to mine and Frankie's room, when I walk into my room I go to the bathroom to get ready for bed. I walk over to my bed and get ready to lay down, but before I can get under the covers I hear a knock at the door. I get up and walk to the door to open it.
"Hey." Josh says while walking into the room.
"Hey." I say before closing the door and turning towards him.
"Did I do something wrong?" He asks.
"Why would you ask that?" I ask.
"Because you seem like you're mad at me." He says.
"I'm not." I say while walking towards my bed to sit on the edge of it.
"Kensie, I know when something's bothering you." He says while sitting down next to me.
"It's just I feel like I haven't seen you that much." I say.
"Why? You know I've been doing press." He says.
"But you shouldn't have that much press for only a few songs." I say.
"Ariel's the one who set it all up." He says.
"Okay." I say.
"You're still upset about something." He says.
"Josh, it's seriously nothing. Everything's fine." I say.
"If you don't want to tell me it's fine." He says while getting up.
"Well now you're mad at me." I say while getting up.
"Because you're keeping secrets and you're not telling me how you feel." He says.
"Because there's nothing to tell." I say.
"Fine. Goodnight." He says while walking to the door.
I roll my eyes and get back in my bed, I get under the covers. I didn't want to tell him my thoughts about him cheating on me, that would make him mad. I don't know why I'm having a hard time trusting him while we've been on tour. Maybe I should've talked to him about my feelings.
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