Sad Dolan Twins Imagines

Pick me, choose me, Love me (G.D)

Wednesday January 6

Hey Gray, can you come pick me up ?

Sorry babe ! Allysa needs my help but I'll ask E too. Love you !

Friday January 8

Babe I need your help, come over ?

I can't right now, I promised Allysa I'd take her out. I'll ask Cam to go over there. Love you !

Monday January 11

I miss you gray :( please come over :((

Wish I could but Allysa and her boyfriend just broke up. She really needs me right now babe. I know you'll understand

Oh, what happened ?

A fall out I'm guessing. She's not crying so I'm really worried. I think I'll stay over at Allysa's tonight.

Oh okay. But promise we'll see each other tomorrow ?

I promise. I'll talk to you later. Love you.

Tuesday January 12

Hey Gray !

Hey babe. I'm going to be busy today. I'm going to be with Allysa to try and make her feel better.

But what about me Gray ?

Y/N chill. You know how close me and Allysa are. I thought you'd understand.

Of course I do Gray ! It's just, I thought we'd be able to spend time together today.

We can do that another day. Right now Allysa needs me. I got to go.

Okay, talk to you later. I love you !
read at 12:30 pm

I set my phone down and looked at myself in the mirror. I quickly zipped off my dress and toss it to the other side of the room. I changed back into sweats and a sweater. I walked into my bathroom and as I turned on the light, I stared at myself in my reflection.

I was wearing a full face of makeup. My hair was curled but lightly, just the way he likes it. I wore his favorite red silk dress. I was going to wear his favorite black heels of mine, until he canceled.

I turned on the faucet and the water came down harshly. I grabbed a cotton pad and my makeup remover. I quickly started washing the makeup off.

After I was done I walked out of the bathroom and into my room where I jumped onto my bed. I crawled up to my pillows and buried my head in embarrassment.

Of course he wouldn't take the time of day to be with me. Of course he wouldn't make it. Of course he chose her.

I am happy that he has a friend. I'm happy that he's there for his friends. I should understand. I need to understand.

But it's always her over me. It's always putting her first. It's always her happiness over mine. It's always her.

And I had it.

I realized that I couldn't keep doing this. To keep letting him go to her. To keep being left behind. He's my fiancé. He's my boyfriend.

But I'd be too clingy. I'd be seen as obsessive. I'd be seen as the girlfriend who never lets her boyfriend go out. I'd be seen as the jealous girlfriend.

But he keeps going to her. When you needed him most he was with her. When you needed him to be there he didn't show up. You should at least be treated the same as he treats her.