Sad Dolan Twins Imagines

The Pill (G.D)

I knocked on the door of the Dolan's house hold and stepped back, waiting for someone to answer. The door swung open revealing my boyfriend, Grayson Dolan. He looked downwards as he moved over to the side, letting me into the house.

"Hey babe, you wanted to see me?" I say as I turn around and wait as he closes the door.

"Yeah... Let's go up to my room." He awkwardly says as he motions over to the stairs. I nod and follow him up the stairs, and into his room. He sits on his bed, and pats down the spot next to him.

I sit down, letting my bag fall off my shoulder and stare at him as he sat there quiet.

He looked extremely nervous and hasn't looked me in the eye since I arrived. He rubbed his hands together and looked like he was in a deep thought.

"We should break up." He bluntly tells me as he looks at me straight in the eyes. My eyes widen in shock and confusion, as I could feel my eyes starting to burn. I felt my heart fall from the strings it was attached to and to the pit of my stomach. It had felt like there was no flame that held in my heart for this guy and the continuously beating had stopped.

I stared at him into his eyes to see if he was serious. But, there was no ounce of joke in him to do this. He looked serious and had looked like he was worried and scared at the same time as his eyes looked into mine.

Nothing escaped my mouth. I was in full shock and trying to hold in the tears that would erupt any second. I felt as if I would say something, but nothing came out as my mouth was slightly apart, wanting to say something.

"I don't feel the spark anymore. There's no happiness when I see you, and there's no electricity when I kiss you or when I'm with you." He tells me. My eyes start welling up with tears, blurring my vision. I looked downwards from him to my hands as I fiddled with my fingers, taking in a breath.

"There's nothing there. It was just plain and empty." He adds, causing a tear drop to escape. I stay quiet, and look up at him. You could see a slight tint of guilt in his eyes and sadness lurking in them. He explained as if if wasn't meant to hurt me.

"Sorry." He mumbles. I shake my head slightly and shift my body up. I feel his eyes travel with my body as I stand on my two feet.

"If you want this, then it's okay." I say as I try to hold back from sobbing in front of him. "Thank you for being honest. I have to go." I add, picking up my bag and turning towards the door. He sits there as I could still feel his eyes on me.

I walk out his room and down the stairs, my vision becoming blurry as the tears escaped. I stepped down the last step and heard footsteps in front of me. I looked up, seeing Ethan, looking at my broken state. Seeing the tears flow down and the tint of pick showing in my eye, tugged the corners of his mouth down as he examined me.

"I'm sorry." He says and tried to come in for a hug. But I back away from his touch, not wanting to be touched right now. I could tell he knew this was happening, but it wasn't his fault.

"I have to go." I say and walk over to the door and opening it, not turning around to look at Ethan. I walk out and close the door behind me.

A sob escapes my lips and tears pour down. My hand is still rested on their doorknob, and I bring my freehand up to my mouth, trying to cover my sobs.

I let go of the doorknob and walk over to my car in the driveway. I get my keys out of my jacket pocket as I breath almost heavily, seeing the air escape my mouth due to it being a cold night.

I unlocked my car and quickly get in, closing the door, putting the key into the ignition. The car roared to life and dings being heard filled the car. I looked up at the house and up to his window, his light still on and couldn't see who was in there.