Lonely again (G.D)

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~Your P.O.V~

I feel so lonely again. Your not here with me and I'm so alone. I'm sorry I wasn't able to say goodbye. I miss my precious baby so much. Now, your up there with our child. That's what you always wanted.

~flashback~

I just got back from grocery shopping and as I entered the house I didn't see you on the couch watching tv. In fact, I didn't hear anything in the house. It was so silent.
So, I thought you were out hanging out with your friends and shrugged it off. I called your phone to make sure where you were. I heard your ringtone upstairs.
I ran up the stairs and was hesitating to open it. What was I going to see? You cheating on me? No, you would never do that, we've been married for 4 years.
I opened the door and saw what I never wanted to see when I met you. Your lifeless body on the floor. My legs became weak and I fell to the floor crying and sobbing. I quickly ran to your body and held it in my arms.
"I CANT LOSE YOU. I ALREADY LOST OUR CHILD. PLEASE!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. I grabbed my cell phone and dialed 911. I told them my situation and they said they'd be here any minute. I held him in my arms letting my tears drop onto him. I noticed a letter in his hand and grabbed it. I read it out loud.

"Dear y/n,
I'm sorry to say this but, I have decided that I wanted to do this because I didn't want to suffer anymore. I just wanted to let you know, I love you. I've loved you ever since I laid my eyes on you. I'm happy I asked you to be my partner for life. I want you to know, find someone that can love you and cherish you. Ethan is still there to take care of you when you need someone. I'm watching over both of you. I'm now in heaven with our child and we'll be looking down at you. I want you to never forget about me and our child, but want you to make a family. Be happy! I'm always here for my queen."
-from your king
Grayson Dolan

I put down the letter and looked at the person who I was holding in my arms. I was now crying softly and put my head onto his chest. I would always do this when we would cuddle. I would be able to hear his heartbeat. But now, I don't hear anything.
"I love you to my king." I said. I heard sirens and got up. They took him away and I followed them outside to see Ethan and our family. I ran up to Ethan and hugged him tight sobbing into his shirt. I saw them carrying his lifeless body into the ambulance. Ethan was comforting me and hugging me tight. We got in the car and drove to the hospital.

  Gone, that's it. He's all gone and I'm lonely again. I lost our child and now I lost my partner. My king. My soulmate. But, I'm doing what he wanted for me. I got married to the one and only, Ethan Dolan. Me and Ethan started dating and it felt like Grayson put it us up to this. I know for sure, Grayson never left. I see him everywhere. I see him carry our child and I can't help but cry and smile.
  I got married to Ethan and we had 4 children. Grayson is our oldest and is 4. Molly and Chloe who are twins, are 2. Then there's Bailey, who is 1.
  Ethan became famous and their names are known world wide. He went on tour and stared in a few movies.
I sat down on my bed and pulled out the photo me and Grayson took when we were 17.
"I hope we are making you proud" I said. I put the picture back and looked to the door where I saw Grayson holding our child. I smiled while tears came out.

"I'll love you, and forever."

Grayson Bailey Dolan

(This story will actually be a story that I'm still in the process of. Enjoy this lil sneak peek)

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