Sad Dolan Twins Imagines

Dont you see it? (G.D)

  Me and the twins have been friends since we were little kids. We've done almost everything with each other. Everyday, we would go up onto the roof and watch the sunset fall. Sometimes we'd lose track of time and end up watching the sunrise also.

  Over the years, I've grown feelings for Grayson. Ethan knew about it and was always mad at Grayson for not realizing it. Grayson recently got a girlfriend and her name is Maddie. she's a snotty bitch (no offense to anyone named Maddie).

  She doesn't let us hang out with him as much and the only time we can see him, is when he's at home sleeping, or getting ready to go out with her.

  As time keeps going, the more time Grayson isn't around. He doesn't sleep at home as much and barely talks to us.

  I've been missing him like crazy.
It feels like I'm slowly losing who I am. I get more and more anxious and don't know what to do. I've been having a lot of mental breakdowns and Ethan has been trying to calm me down. It helps a little, but not as much.

  It was 3:30 am and I was laying down in Grayson's bed. I know what you're thinking. Why are you there? Ethan has been letting my stay in Grayson's bed. He knows what's happening with me and wants me to feel better. I can't. I don't know who I am right now and I'm scared. I'm sobbing in bed as I'm gripping onto the sheets. I sit up in bed and put my knees up to my chest and hug them. I don't know how I loud I'm crying until I hear footsteps coming up to the door. It's Ethan because we're the only ones here.

  He walks into the room and sees me. He's shirtless and is only wearing grey sweatpants. He comes over to me and hugs me.

  "It's going to be fine. Everything's going to be fine. He's going to come back soon. I'm here for now." He says as he strokes my hair.

  "Everything is not going to be fine. I don't know who I am." I said. He let's go of the hug and looks at me with confusion in his eyes.

  "I'm not fine Ethan! I'm lost. The girl that you want back, I don't know where she is! I don't know where she went! I'm scared as hell. I want her back to but I can't find her! If I could I would!" I said as I looked him straight in the eyes. His mood changed from confused to upset. He hugged me and kissed me on the head. "I'll be right back." He said and left the room.

  I cried a little more. I heard yelling from Ethan's room. Who is he on the phone with?

  I looked at the clock that was in the night stand. 4:20. I looked next to it and saw a picture of me, him, and Ethan. We were all on the floor and I was in the middle of them. They were hugging me and we all had big smiles on our faces. The picture was probably taken a few months ago. I looked around his room. It had trophies, books, and pictures. I walked to his dresser and looked at the pictures until, one caught my eye. It was him hugging me. We were 6 in this picture.

  ~flashback to 10 years ago~

  Me and the twins were playing princess and knights. We made a big fort in the living room and pretended it was a castle. Ethan was playing the dragon, I was playing the princess, and Grayson was playing knight. We were all wearing a costume.

  "Roar! I the dragon." Ethan said waddling around the 'castle'. "Help me!" I yelled. "I'll save you!" Grayson yelled. He 'stabbed' Ethan.

  "Oh no! You've killed me!" Ethan said still standing and acting dizzy. This was going on for 3 minutes until Grayson got tired of it. He picked up a pillow and hit Ethan with it. Ethan fell to the floor with an oof.

  "Now your dead." He said and walked over to the castle. "Your hero is here!" He said. "Yay!" I said.

  "Kids! Time for lunch!" His mom yelled. "Race ya!" Ethan yelled and started waddling. As me and Grayson were running out of the fort, I tripped over a pillow and fell. "Ow!" I yelled. Grayson turned around and came back. He helped me up.