Sad Dolan Twins Imagines

Both of you (G.D)

I walked through the halls of the school, excitement running through my veins after 3 weeks of not being able to be in your arms.

I went to visit my fathers' town in Guam. As beautiful it was there, all I wanted was to be in your arms. 3 weeks I didn't go on my phone or internet since I wanted to focus on my family first. So it was even harder since I couldn't talk to you.

I wasn't supposed to come back today. I landed last night at 10 pm. But I still came to school because I longed for you. I didn't want anything else but you. So I jumped out of bed, took a shower and got ready. But made sure I drank extra caffeine in the morning.

As I turn the corner, I see you and y/BSF/n, standing in the middle of the hall. Hands in each other's and so close, I thought you were gonna kiss.

And I was right.

I watched you lock lips with her and you didn't pull back. I watched as her hands ran through your hair and how your hands were gently on her waist, careful not to hurt her.

I stood there motionless. I could feel the color in my body sink as I watched you guys pull away, staring at each other. The pain of my heart spread through my body, making my legs and arms weak. I was afraid to move. That if I did, I wouldn't be able to walk.

I heard you say, "I love you. But we can't be together right now. I also love y/n. I'll figure something out." She smiled slightly and gently nodded her head. But it looked like she forced the smile. She wanted to frown. I don't know if it was sympathy for me. Or how he wasn't all hers.

As I stare in disbelief, I hear someone walk up behind me. But I don't turn or listen, my ears ring as my heart pounds fast in my chest. "Y/N?"

They both look towards me, their jaws dropped to the floor as both their hands are on each other. I can't breathe. I feel my breath get snatched away from me as their eyes gazed at how paralyzed I was. They dropped their hands and tried to make it look like nothing happened. But I witnessed it all.

"Y/N! You're back!" Grayson said, running towards me to give me a hug. I step back, not wanting to be near him. He looked at me, hurt in his eyes that I didn't return a hug. He frowned and said, "how much did you hear?"

I looked at y/BSF/n. The pain and terror she had in her eyes as she looked at me. And I looked back at Grayson. He looked scared and nervous. I couldn't.

"All of it." He took a breath of devastation as he stepped back. He tried explaining himself, but couldn't stop stuttering without letting a tear-out. He pulled at his hair and tried going closer, but I took his arm and looked him in the eyes.

He looked disappointed. But not about what he had done. But that he couldn't hide it any longer. He didn't wanna hurt me, but he wanted to be happy. He looked hurt. Not because he knew he was gonna lose me. But because he thought he was gonna lose her.

I looked at y/BSF/n. She looked terrified. Not be because of losing Grayson, but what I'd do with her. She looked like she was in pain. Not because of what she did, but because she knew she was gonna lose Grayson.

They were both scared and hurt. But they were scared of losing each other and hurt that I would take them away from each other. I couldn't.

"As long as you're both happy, that's all that matters." I put my hand on his cheek, and let the other that was holding his arm, down. He had tears in his eyes as she looked like she could finally breathe, but couldn't walk.

"I'm sorry." He whispers. I nod my head and let my hand down. I looked at both of them, and turned my heel, walking down to the hall. the school bell rings and the halls quickly become empty, leaving me alone with my heart beating in my chest.