Sad Dolan Twins Imagines

Favorite Crime (G.D)

"Don't do this." I said as I followed him down the stairs. He held his luggage in one hand and in the other was his coat. I grabbed his arm before he could continue step the last step. He slowly turned around, annoyed at my attempt to stop him. "I'm sorry Y/N. But I can't do this anymore. I need to go."

I shook my head, "Gray you have a child. Don't do this right now you can't." I let go off his arm and he didn't make a run for it. He stayed in front of me and let out a sigh, hating how much I kept him away from what he wanted.

"Y/N, I cant keep doing this to you. I can't keep lying to you. I can't keep waking up next to you in bed. I can't keep acting like it's all alright." I didn't cry. I didn't let myself. I didn't want to show him that I was still in love with him while his love went away.

But in this moment, I wanted to hate him with everything in me. I wanted to scream at him. Tell him how much he made me want to jump on him and attack to make him feel how much pain I was in. I couldn't. Because everything in me shut down and all I needed was him to stay. All my love for him didn't go away that quickly but instead went into everything I needed to convince him to stay.

"Don't worry about Anderson. He'll be fine he's a grown man." Grayson picked up his luggage once again and started walking. I scoffed and followed him to the door. "So you're not only leaving me, but your son? You're going to abandon him?"

His hand was on the doorknob, but he didn't turn it. Instead he turned around and stared at me. "It's for the best." He turned back around and twisted the door knob, opening the door and letting in the cold air and the rain and thunder sound more audible. I wasn't done yet. I don't think I'll ever be.

He walked out but I followed behind him, not giving up. Not giving up on the years of love we created and the family we formed. I wasn't going to let him give it up just for a girl who couldn't say no to him.

I walked outside with only a t-shirt and pajama pants with my slippers. The rain fell heavily but I didn't care. All I wanted was for my husband to come back into the house and apologize. Apologize for saying he fell in love with another women. Apologize for saying he didn't love me anymore and he did. Apologize for saying that he was going to abandon his son.

I grabbed his arm and gripped it as hard as I could and said, "I am your wife! I gave up everything to be with you! My friends, my family, my life! I loved you so much Grayson Dolan you can't do this!" He turned to face me. I couldn't tell if I was crying or not. It was pouring and when it felt like something was slipping off my face I didn't know if it was from me or the rain. My hair was damp. I looked in his eyes to find at least a hint of sympathy and love. But all I saw was frustration. I wanted to keep pulling at his arm and tell him to come back inside. "I'll forgive you," I'd say, "And we can be together and forget about this."

He looked me dead in the eyes and said, "I don't love you anymore Y/N. Let me go right now!" He took back his arm and turned back to walk to his car. I shook my head and yelled, "I should've listened to what others were saying! I defended you the whole time because I loved you and you're walking away? Not only from me but your son? You're a coward!"

"I didn't ask you to do any of that Y/N! You did that yourself now leave me out of it!" He didn't turn to say it to my face. He got his keys out from his pocket and unlocked his car. He didn't turn back to me. He didn't look back. I stood there, my mouth hanging as I tried to process what he said. I loved him, and he didn't want any of that. He didn't ask me to do any of that. He didn't ask to be roped into my life. The things he did .... were nothing.

He got into his car and without a second thought, he turned on his engine and zoomed out of our driveway. I felt my feet under me begin to sprint. Embarrassing I know. But I couldn't let him do this. Not to me. Not to our family. Not to my son.

But he was too fast, and I stopped at the end of our driveway. I watched him speed off. I stood there and watched as the car went further and further away. My slippers felt soaked. But I didn't care. My legs fell from under me and I was on my knees on the cold cement. I sat there and sobbed, the thunder and rain being louder than me. I just wanted to curl up into a ball and die. I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs. I loved him so bad, just to let him treat me like this. Like garbage.

He ruined my life. We were always on the run and I followed him. I would follow him to the end of the world. We didn't follow the rules and we broke laws and fell in love and ran away. I gave up everything and in the eyes of everyone, I defended him. I did everything to make him love me. We were criminals. Who were so so in love and young. I was his partner in crime, but he wasn't mine. He loved me, I know he did. But he wouldn't follow me to the end of the world. I was his criminal. I broke the laws and ran away. All for him. 

I hope I was your favorite crime.