For only you

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  As we drive in the rain to your funeral, my eyes are only focused on the droplets on the window. Sliding down the window and a new one showing up. The sky dark grey and not much light. The cars driving by, a normal day for them. But not for me.

  Life cut you short and took you away from your dreams. I never really thought I'd be seeing this day until we were older and married. We would make more memories. But for now, the memories we made, will have to do. It'll keep your spirit up. I'll keep the memories with me.

    We arrive and there's people surrounding the outside of the building. We get out the car and a few eyes turn to us. I adjust my dress a little and start walking into the building. I walk in and look around me. There's flowers everywhere.

  It's about to start so we look for our seats. It's at the very front. Closer to your casket. Closer to your lifeless body. We sit down and the screen turns on revealing a baby picture of you. The video is playing the song young and beautiful by Lana delray as they show pictures of you on the screen growing up.

There's a few pictures of us and I can't help but start crying. Your smiley face as your hazel eyes stare into the camera. The video ends and the minister starts speaking.

It's now time for people to give a few speeches. Your mom goes first. Then your dad. Then your sister. Then your brother.

"He was a loving and caring brother. He was there for me and he believed that we'd be somewhere big one day. He knew what he wanted to be when he grew up and who he wanted to be with." He looks at me for a second and tears are running down my face. In my future, all I saw was him. But, I can't see one now.

It's now my turn to give a speech. I stand up and my legs are trembling. I walk over to the stage and his brother stops me to whisper something into my ear.

"We all knew you two were supposed to get married and have a future." He says and walks to his seat.

I stand there for a second as tears are pouring. I take a deep breath and I continue walking.

I turn towards the crowd and feel myself freeze. I don't know what to say and I don't know what to do. I feel myself about to cry.

I think about what he would do if he was still here. Calming me down.

"Breath" He says as he rubs my shoulders.

"Just take a deep breath and breath." He says

I follow what he says and look into the audience.

"Ethan Grant Dolan. My partner. My best friend. I don't know where to start. You've been by my side since we were in diapers and have never left my side. You've always talked about how you wanted to go on tour. Make you and Grayson's name known around the world. And you've accomplished that. You were someone who believed in what they could do. You didn't give up on your dreams and now there's people all over the world supporting you. We are all proud of you and Grayson's success. I love you baby." I say as I wipe the tears that were falling off my face.

I walk back to my seat and sit down. My mom hugs me and the minister says a few more words. But I don't hear anything. I'm only focused on his casket. If only you were here babe.

  We are now at your service and waiting to say our last goodbyes. It's raining and people are standing around holding umbrellas to not get their clothes wet.

I don't know what I'm going to do after this. Stay in my room as for as long as I can. You're gone now. I don't want anyone else but you.

People are now getting ready to say their goodbyes. We are all lined up and I'm the last one.

I'm next and I'm shaking. This is the last time I'll be able to see you until you get buried into the ground. Forever.

I walk up the casket as the person before walks off to talk to the other guests. I look at your lifeless body lay their

"You died doing something you love." I whispered. He wasn't supposed to die like this. At a young age. He didn't get to achieve all of his dreams. He was cut short.

His mom, dad, sister, and brother come up to me as the look at him. Laying their. We are all crying. We can't do anything else. Only cry because we didn't expect this to happen this early. That's how life is. Taking innocent peoples life as they are still learning.

I feel myself starting to actually break. I feel the need to scream. I don't know what to do. Or what to feel. I'm shaking.

  Grayson sees what's happening and taps my shoulder. I shiver and move away from the touch.

  "Everything's going to be fine." He says. I look around and people are talking to each other and crying. there has been to many tears today. If tears could bring him back, he would never leave.

  "I need time." Is the only thing I could say. Grayson nods and I walk off. I need to breath. I need time to take all this in. I need to accept this and that he's gone.

  I don't realize what's happening until I hear honking. I look up and I see bright lights. I widen my eyes in fear and open my mouth, waiting for something come out. But it's to late. I hear Grayson yell my name, but the car already hits me and I close my eyes.

  I open them and see Ethan. I don't feel weird or anything as I walk up to him and give him a hug. He gives me a light kiss on the forehead and smiles down at me. I'm with him now. I'm back with him.

    ~Narrator~

  Ethan Dolan died on a plane crash to Australia. Him and his brother Grayson Dolan were on their way to Australia to finish their last show on tour, but their was something wrong with the wing of the plane. Grayson survived the crash but, his leg and arm broke and might not be able to heal.

  Ethan Dolan will always be remembered as an idol, brother, son, etc. He has a huge impact on his millions of fans and will always be remembered.

  His girlfriend Y/N Y/L, last saw him the a few months before tour. The last word they shared with each other were "I love you." Y/N was devastated to hear the news that her boyfriend had died doing something that he loved.

  She soon died on the day of Ethans funeral by getting hit by a car. They reported that she was in a coma for 3 months, but their were no signs of her waking up ever again. They pulled the plug and she soon eventually died.

  As for Grayson, he didn't stop making videos and went to Australia to finish the show. During the show, the audience wouldn't stop crying about not being able to see on of their idols up on stage. Grayson made it up to them by meeting each one of them. He wanted to see a smile on their faces, even after the devastating news of his best friend, and brother.

    Their tour was meant for their fans. They wanted to accomplish their dream and they did, but it ended in a tragic disaster. No matter what, they didn't stop doing something they loved. Grayson is still working harder and harder everyday so he could hope to make Ethan proud up there. And he is! Ethan could not be any happier.

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