MERRY, MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS! MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED AND FRUITFUL DAY! <3
I was confined for almost three day.. Nanaginip pa nga ako na pinuntahan daw ako ni Brent sa hospital room ko. It was a surreal dream, yung tipong hawak niya ang mga kamay ko and telling me new promises. How I wish totoo ang mga yun.
Tanga ba kung aasa ako? Ako na nga ang nakasakit ako pa ang malakas ang loob umasa. I miss him so much. May idea kaya sya na nagkasakit ako? Did anyone tell him? Would he be that worried kung nalaman niya?
Hindi ko naman ginustong manghina ang katawan ko, pero kasalanan ko dahil ako tong hindi nagkakakain sa loob ng ilang araw. I just lost my appetite and my drive to live.
Since I got out of the hospital, napansin ko ang pagiging malapit ulit ng parents ko sa akin, somehow I feel flattered, it feels good. Broken hearted na nga ako, syempre naman kahit sa family aspect man lang maging masaya ako.
*knock knock*
"Can I come in?" Si dad kumakatok sa room ko? Does he have anything to say. Hindi lang siguro ako nasanay.
"Yes daddy, sure." Until now kasi naka bed rest lang ako sa kwarto ko but I'm back to eating good meals on a regilar basis.
"Here, take this gift. You have to accept this. I won't take no for an answer."
Ano tong envelope na inaabot ni daddy. What is this for?
"Teka dad, ano po ito?" pero nakatalikod na si dad and about to exit..
"Just open it. I have to go, I have a flight to catch up...."
"Okay dad. Ingat po.."
"Mianhae"
"Po? Bak----"
Dad finally closes my door. Too late to hear his reply. Mianhae? Para saan? Why is he saying sorry? But I guess this envelope will give me answers. Mabuksan na nga.......
Passport and ticket to Philippines??????!!! Is dad serious? Why did he hand me this? Am I now allowed to be with Brent? Does this mean I can now go home to the country where my heart truly belongs?
Kyaaaa!!! I don't wanna overthink, I just have to pack my things and habulin ang flight ko tonight. Nakakainis naman bakit ba kasi ngayon pa ko nawalan ng cellphone. I wanna contact Brent and tell him the good news though I'm not sure.
Agad kong kinuha ang LV luggage ko at sinuksok na lang ang lahat ng damit na pwede kong ilagay dun. Kahit gulo-gulo, I don't give a damn. I'm just this eager to go back.
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