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Will be sad, hope it's okay. Enjoy!
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Dark gray, almost black colored clouds gathered over the top of the house, reflecting the mood of everyone inside. The mourning loss of their favorite person in the world. The woman who brought smiles to their lips, and produce tears from their eyes. It was a great loss, and everyone there truthfully thought they'd never be there for such a horrible dreadful day. Everyone was pretty positive she'd make it, but, God had other plans for her. And Y/n, had full heartedly accepted her fate, and made the most of her remaining time.
But, it still hurt. Fans were talking about her, friends and family were laughing at shared memories, but Billie couldn't help but frown. Her wife of three years was gone, moved on to another life. The singer didn't know how to move on.
"Billie, the UPS guy dropped this off. It's from Y/n." Looking up, the dark haired woman looks at the thin package, and took it from her mom. She felt around, feeling a small item inside, and wondered what her late wife could've sent her.
Tearing the package open, Billie was surprised, like anyone else, to see a black and blue USB slide out onto her hand. And in small letters that was definitely her wife's handwriting, was 'play me'.
After messing with the tv, and finally able to see what the item contained, the screen showed a video file that read 'play me' as well. Taking a deep breath, Billie hit play hoping it was merely a song, but it was so much more.
Tears sprang to Billie's eyes when her wife appeared in the frame, with the help of her nurse. "Thank you, Maxine."
"Just hollar when done sugar." Y/n gave a smile, then waited for the nurse to leave before looking at the camera, a brighter smile appeared.
"Hi. I know it's been a rough week for all of you, especially my beautiful wife, and I'm sorry for putting you through all of that. But, maybe this video will put smiles on your face. Now, knowing me, I probably was watching you attend my funeral, all sad, and upset and missing me, but don't. I lived my life the best that I could! And I don't regret a fucken thing! Yes, I said fuck! Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!" Laughs comes from all of them, a small giggle even escaping Billie's lips. "Sorry. Okay, I'm good. Now, I know I requested for no one to wear black because...ew, so let's see, Taylor, Ariana, Camila, Mark, Adam, Anna, mom, my love, why the black. I know everyone else is wearing some sort of visible color. And no Demi, wearing bright colored underwear doesn't count."
"Darn!" The singer calls out, getting a few more laughs.
"So, as you can see, I'm in my room, relaxing because no more chores! Woohoo! You always said you can't ever get out of chores mom! Not me! Okay okay, I'm done for now. First, thank you to everyone who came to see me off. I know you guys shared many memories, and told embarrassing stories of me, and I thank you. I could tell a whole three hour story, but I won't. Billie, God, you have no idea how much you changed my life. I remember when I first met you, I was a blushing mess, and Taylor there was urging me to talk to you. But I was so scared. You were this confident woman, and I was me, I just couldn't. But then, I heard that stupid fucken dick Justin talk about wanting to ask you out and I was not gonna allow it. There was no way in hell was I gonna let that asshole take out the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. So, I got up my courage and asked you out. That, along with our wedding day, was the most amazing day ever. God, I am, was so lucky to have you." Tears fell down Billie's cheeks, watching her wife smile at the camera.
"So, another reason why I made this, wasn't only to say bye to all of you, but, I wrote a song. And, I want to play it for y'all. The name probably could use some work, but it's called Death Bed (Coffee for your Head)."
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed
Yeah, I don't wanna fall asleep, I don't wanna pass away I been thinking of our future 'cause I'll never see those days I don't know why this has happened, but I probably deserve it I tried to do my best, but you know that I'm not perfect
I been praying for forgiveness, you've been praying for my health When I leave this earth, hopin' you'll find someone else 'Cause yeah, we still young, there's so much we haven't done Getting married, start a family, watch your wife with her son
I wish it could be me, but I won't make it out this bed I hope I go to heaven so I see you once again My life was kinda short, but I got so many blessings Happy you were mine, it sucks that it's all ending
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed (Yeah, ayy, ayy)
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed (Ayy, yeah)
I'm happy that you here with me, I'm sorry if I tear up When me and you were younger, you would always make me cheer up Taking goofy videos and walking through the park You would jump into my arms every time you heard a bark
Cuddle in your sheets, sing me sound asleep And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03 Sundays, went to church, on mondays, watched a movie Soon you'll be alone, sorry that you have to lose me
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed
Don't stay awake for too long, don't go to bed I'll make a cup of coffee for your head It'll get you up and going out of bed
Tears streamed down faces, even Y/n's. "Sorry." She gives a wet giggle. "I do have a request. Release the song, just how it is, and whatever profit it makes, donate it to cancer care. A few of you are also getting USB's with personalized messages, and you'll be getting another one soon, my love. Something that is personal and deeply private. I love you, I love all of you, and thank you, for everything. All the smiles we shared, the memories we created together, thank you, for everything. And, I will be looking over each and everyone of you, and you'll know it's me. Love you!" They watch as Y/n call her nurse, and soon, the camera is cut, and the screen pops up asking to be replayed again.
They stood there for a few minutes before they start to move around, talking with each other once again. However, when a bird flies through the window, landing on the table, and gives a whistle, they stop and stare. The beautiful blue bird hops around the table, seemingly looking around the room, before landing on Billie. The bird gives a nod to the young singer, well, it looked like a nod to everyone, before flying out the window, singing a beautiful too. Smiles came to their faces knowing Y/n was right, she would be watching over them.
