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Will be sad, but happy. Hope you like it, enjoy!
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Christmas has always been the holiday that the Hadid's went full force. Lights, Christmas trees, mistletoe all over, reefs, garland, everything Christmas, was probably in the wives house. And it wasn't limited to just December. The day after Halloween, everything went up. And by the second of November, the yard and roof was fully decorated. But the inside took a few more days, of course. Everything on the inside needed to be perfect, even though it was a pain in the ass.
However, this year was completely different. Gigi didn't know what had happened, but when the first of November came, the Christmas boxes were still packed away, and by the look of it, weren't gonna be brought out anytime soon. And that let Jelena know something was wrong with her wife. Not once has Gigi seen her wife not excited about Christmas. Even when Y/n's grandmother died a day after Thanksgiving, Y/n made that Christmas all about her grandma. Bringing out all the old figurines her grandmother had.
But this year, something bad must've happened for her wife to not start decorating.
Jelena just didn't know what. Peaking into her bedroom, the model spied her wife still laying in bed, but was watching tv and playing on her phone. And as if knowing her wife was looking at her, Y/n looked towards the door, sending her wife a small smile. "Hi love, you spying on me?"
Gigi gave a small smile as she walked towards the bed, and crawled beside Y/n, holding her wife and cuddling her close. "Yea. I- you'd tell me.if anything was wrong, right?" Y/n looked up at her wife, sending her a confused look, but it quickly gets replaced as tears well up, pricking the corner of her eyes. Y/n buried her head against Gigi's chest, trying not to cry. "Love.." her wife whispers, which does make Y/n start to cry.
"Talk to me, please? What happened?" Gigi whispered, tilting her wife's face up. The model clears her wife's cheeks of her salty tears, kissing the top of her forehead as she holds her tightly. Whispering softly to her lover.
It takes a few minutes before Y/n takes a deep breath. "Zayn messaged me. Has been for over two months, and before you ask why I haven't blocked him, he-" Y/n once again tears up, but she shakes her head, then clears the fallen tears away. "At the party two months ago, the one we all attended, I kissed someone while I was drunk, I don't remember doing it, but Zayn showed me a picture of me kissing a dark haired woman and he threatened-"
"I'm gonna kill him." Gigi growls out, startling Y/n and making her flinch.
"Gi, I-"
"Babe, you didn't cheat on me, that was me. I was with you the whole time because I didn't trust the guys there, and I'm glad I was right. You didn't cheat, I promise you, my love. So, block that asshole now, I don't want him hurting you anymore." Y/n looks at her wife, tear of joy falling down her cheek, letting out a relieved breath.
"Thank God..." she breathes out, grabbing her phone with shaky hands as she goes to block Zayn. "Maybe I should thank him while I'm at it. I wrote a song about being scared of being lonely."
"Can I hear it?" Looking up at her wife, Y/n nods. She clears her throat, taking a deep breath, then chuckles.
"There's no music, but the lyrics are there." Gigi gives a nod, then takes her wife's hand, and gives it a gentle kiss.
It was great at the very start Hands on each other Couldn't stand to be far apart Closer the better
Now we're picking fights and slamming doors Magnifying all our flaws And I wonder why, wonder what for Why we keep coming back for more oh oh
Is it just our bodies? Are we both losing our minds? Is the only reason you're holding me tonight 'Cause we're scared to be lonely?
Do we need somebody Just to feel like we're alright? Is the only reason you're holding me tonight 'Cause we're scared to be lonely?
Too much time, losing track of us Where was the real? Undefined, spiraling out of touch Forgot how it feels
All the messed-up fights and slamming doors Magnifying all our flaws And I wonder why, wonder what for It's like we keep coming back for more oh oh
Is it just our bodies? Are we both losing our minds? Is the only reason you're holding me tonight 'Cause we're scared to be lonely?
Do we need somebody Just to feel like we're alright? Is the only reason you're holding me tonight 'Cause we're scared to be lonely?
Scared to be lonely Uhh huh huh huh... Even when we know it's wrong Been somebody better for us all along Tell me, how can we keep holding on, holding on tonight? 'Cause we're scared to be lonely
Even when we know it's wrong Been somebody better for us all along Tell me, how can we keep holding on, holding on tonight? 'Cause we're scared to be lonely
Is it just our bodies? Are we both losing our minds? Is the only reason you're holding me tonight 'Cause we're scared to be lonely?
Scared to be lonely Uhh huh huh huh...
Scared to be lonely Uhh huh huh huh...
Eh, eh, scared to be lonely
Gigi pulls her wife in for a soft kiss after, holding her close as she tells her wife how good it was. "So talented baby girl." Y/n blushes, holding her wife close knowing she doesn't need to be scared to be lonely anymore, 'cause Gigi is her wife, and Zayn is nothing.
