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by WinnieJaNae

by WinnieJaNae

So I'm just minding my business and watching YouTube right? Vanessa Nygoya I think. Don't butcher me if I got her name wrong.

She was asked if she has any crushes. She said she has the tendency to friend zone people. That she doesn't know if she has the capacity to really love someone.

I was like wtf that sounds like me.

She said that being witch someone for the rest of your life sounds weird or maybe it's because she always expects that person to leave.

I hadn't noticed that we were so alike until now.

I've always felt that anyone In to my life will always leave. I don't know if it's because I feel unworthy of real love or just because of my hey commitment issues. Even with my exes I was happy they were there, but secretly wished they weren't.