You are my Destiny ♥️🧿

Part 16

The next day I went out to meet him.  I had a distress lie but my husband was so nice to me that he allowed without saying anything.  He was very different.  He was like in these beginning days of our relationship.!

I went off.  I met him on the terrace of this Restaurant. He was still angry. 
He grabbed my two arms and pulled me to him.  I looked left and right.  The fear that someone might see us was very big.  Our faces were opposite, very close.  His nose touched my nose.  While I was breathing deeply in and out, he looked at me very angrily.

Sahel: "What did I tell you?"

I was surprised.  He squeezed hard.  My upper arms hurt.

Me: "You hurting me!"
Sahel: "No, you hurt me!"

The pain was indescribable.  It was extremely painful.  I focused on that.

He pressed more and more.  He said in an angry voice, "I can't take it anymore.  Are you doing this just to make me jealous?  Okey ... I'm sorry.  I'm sorry for everything I did to you!  But you can't torment me for a lifetime!  I'm dying every second without you and you torture me too!  Is that fair??"

I started to cry.

Me: "You hurting me!"

Sahel saw how red my upper arms were.  He let go of me.  He was shocked.

Sahel: "I'm sorry."

He gently touched my face with both hands, which were very warm.  He said again that he was sorry.  Then he looked deep into my eyes.  And kissed my forehead.  Then he stroked my upper arms.  And pulled me to him and hugged me.  Very strong.

He whispered to me: "I can't do it anymore ... I can't take it anymore.  You belong to Me.  Only me.  Why is he allowed to touch you like that?  Your heart is mine, but your body sleeps next to him at night!  It's not fair.  Why did we have to meet again?  Why I can't forget you ? Why do you hurt me but also make me happy at the same time? Why do I love to miss you  This feeling ... why did we have to get to know each other?  Why are you in my life  Why do I love you so much ... so much ... without you I can't breathe ...!  Mihi you are my heart and my soul! "

He gently touched my face.  Our noses touched ... then he kissed me ... his lips touched my lips.  Everything was like a dream.  Everything happened so quickly.  Suddenly I noticed how he kissed my neck and face.  I put my finger to his lips.

Me: "No Sahel ... It's false!  We are not allowed to ... this isn't.."

Sahel: "Why?... You only belong to me! "

I couldn't stop him.  I didn't want to either.  I let him seduced me.