You are my Destiny ♥️🧿

Part 18

We had a wonderful time together.  We lay on the bed.  Yeah like in movies.  Turned to the side.  He snuggled up to me.  I lay in front of him.  He was behind me.  He hugged me tightly and kissed my neck and shoulder many many times.  His right hand was holding my right hand tightly.  He was still breathing very hard and very quickly.

While he hugged and kissed me tightly ... he kept saying that I belonged to him.  Just him.  This feeling of belonging only to him but not always being able to be with him was still a wonderful feeling for me. I tried to forget that I cheated on my husband.  I tried to forget that I had a child and a husband at home.  But  ...

I heard the phone ring.

Me: "I have to go down.  My phone is down!  It rings!"
Sahel: "Stay. I'll bring it.  Do you want something to drink too? "
Me: "No!  I need my phone immediately, please! "
Sahel: "All good.  Relax  I'll get your cell phone."

He went down.  Yes I heard my phone ring.

Sahel came back up into the bedroom.

Sahel: "Your cell phone didn't ring honey!"
Me: "What?! I heard it!"
Sahel: "That was an imagination.  You're scared! "

Yes, I was scared of my husband.  I felt ashamed.  Nobody called me.  It was an imagination.  Still, I called my husband to ask what he was doing.

Sahel didn't like that.  I saw it.  But I felt guilty.

Me: "I have to go right away."
Sahel: "Why?"
Me: "My husband is waiting for me!"
Sahel: "You want to go back to him?"
Me: "Sahel!  I have to go to him, he's my husband.  It's gotten late! "

Sahel looked at me with a sad face.

Me: "Sahel!  I belong to you.  My heart, my soul and my love.  My body is yours too ... But he's my husband.  My child's father.  You are married too!  Being with you is like a dream for me that ends when I have to go to him again.  It's like when I get up.  He is the reality and our relationship is just a dream!  I feel guilty but also fine.  I feel free and beautiful.  But he is my reality.  And every time I will look forward to dream ... I will come again.  Promised.  Even if I know it's wrong. "

He looked at me.  I turned around, got dressed, and went downstairs.  He came too.  I turned to him at the front door.  Kissed him and said: "I love you!"

Sahel: "Me too.! ... Wait.  I'll drive you back. "

He drove me back.  I was very calm all the way.

I came home.  My husband looked at me. He was surprised.

Me: "I'm sorry I'm late ... I had ..."

He stopped me

He: "Everything is fine.  Did you eat something ?" He smiled.
Me: "No .."
He: "Then get ready, I'll cook something for us."

I went to my room.  I closed the door and started crying.  I was confused.  Undressed and went into the shower.  The evening passed quickly.  We ate, watched TV, and went to bed.  But I couldn't sleep.  I thought of the Sahel, of our night together, of my past and my sins.  I turned right then left ... but hopeless.  I went to the window looked at the sky.  I could see the stars ....!

Suddenly I heard my cell phone ring.

Me: "Yes."
Sahel: "Do you look up to the stars?"
Me: "Hehehe yes you?"
Sahel: "I don't have time for that, I'm watching someone else!"
Me: "Whom?"
Sahel: "Do you really want to know?"
Me: "Yes."
Sahel: "Look at the tree next to the box."

He was standing there.  I looked at him for a long time.  After that, I turned around and looked at my husband.  I wanted to be sure if he was sleeping.

See: "Come down .. !!"
Me: "No ... hahah Sahel please!  "
Sahel: "Hahah look."

He had many roses in his hand.  He put it next to the box.

Sahel: "They are yours.  You can take it later. "

I smiled at him.  I felt young again.  He smiled back at me.  We looked at each other for many minutes.  It was a wonderful moment.