In The Dark

I don't blame you

I don't blame you for the things I did

I understand all of it.

I don't blame you for breaking my heart.

It was my fault for putting faith in you at the start.

I don't blame you for making me give you love.

I should've known you didn't come from above.

I don't blame you for my own stupidity.

All I wanted was validity.

I don't blame you for my fragile mind.

Something I've had for a long time.

I don't blame you for the trust I gave.

I was the one who became your slave.

I don't blame you for the things I've done.

I should've listened to the voice inside saying run.

I don't blame you for making me doubt my worth.

Something I've done since birth.

I don't blame you for letting me go.

It was something I should've done when the real you started to show.

I don't blame you for making me cry.

I shouldn't have listened to your lies.

I don't blame you for making me have faith.

I gave you my whole heart and you gave me an eighth.

I don't blame you for the hate inside that grows.

I was the one who should have always known.

I don't blame you for how I feel when I look at myself.

All the feelings were too much, they began to overwhelm.

I don't blame you for the depression that was created.

If you think about it, this was really all that awaited.

I don't blame you for walking over me like a mat.

It was my fault for being blind as a bat.

I don't blame you for treating me like an animal.

There were times I wasn't being rational.

I don't blame you for me being so stupid.

I still can't believe how I was so clueless.

Though, writing it all out, now I see.

It was you, it wasn't me.

I blame you for the hate I feel inside.

I blame you for making me cry.

I blame you for treating me like a slave.

I blame you for making me cave.

I blame you for not letting me go.

I blame you for making me a part of your show.

I blame you for my blind faith.

I blame you for making me wait.

I blame you for my fragile mind.

I blame you for making me blind.

I blame you for so many things.

I can't describe the feelings of hate you bring.

I blame you for the things you had made me do.

All I can say now is "we're through."

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Love, Caitlin