Alone Awaken

Chapter 35: Remi

The last few days of break have never felt so freeing. Bringing Colton to the cemetery and laying all my cards in front of him was the biggest weight lifted from my shoulders. My soul feels lighter. My steps no longer drag with a ball and chain I've wrapped them in. My skin feels. My tongue tastes. My eyes see colors I deemed unworthy so long ago. And my touch.. I feel strength in them. No longer do I hurt, I'm free.

"What are you thinking about my love?" Colton's words bring me back to my small bedroom, where Colton leans across the bed in front of me with his sheet music laid out. I told him if he wanted to see me today then he had to bring work while I finished my paper. I stare into his eyes, those hazel eyes and just smile. Colton gives a small laugh. "What?" I close my laptop and place it beside me while I lean closer to him. God he's perfect.

"Just, thinking." I give him a tiny smirk and look out the window trying find the words to explain everything I'm feeling to this man, who's completely changed my world. I think you just did. Lost in my thoughts again, I feel Colton leaning towards me.

He brushes my long dark strands past my shoulder and grazes his callused fingers over my skin. My body responds to him and my head tilts to let him brush his fingertips up my neck. He slides them back down to rest his hand in the nook where my neck and shoulder meet.

I can't help but smile. "Is your work done?" I keep my eyes shut just feeling his warmth pulling in through my skin where his hand rests. Filling my soul with warmth.

"I don't give a fuck about school right now."

My eyes shot open with the hunger I sensed in his voice. He's looking into my eyes with a look that I've noticed more and more these last couple of days. The tightness it gives my stomach. The pressure it puts between my thighs. I've wanted him. It was no coincidence I used school work as an excuse to avoid the fact that my parents were gone for the day. Colton didn't know until he got here. His wide eyes let me knew what he was thinking.

Colton slowly takes his hand away from me and slides his sheet music off the bed without taking his eyes off me. My heart pounds and my breathing picks up. He leans forward on his knees pushing his body away from the bed, leaning on all fours. A predatory stance wanting to claim me. My eyes move down his neck. His muscles contract under his fitted t-shirts and his sweatpants tighten with every movement. I lean back against my elbows and feel the weight of my hair fall back and my zip-up pulls against my breasts. Colton slides his knee between my legs and my breath hitches. His eyes smile at me and go dark in that moment. He slowly lowers himself shifting his weight to one side and runs his arm against my side. He presses himself against me so I can feel him, his want. My body starts to take control and everything's heightened, I hear my heart and the pressure between my legs ache.

Colton looks down at my breasts. "We can start here." He whispers and grabs the zipper slowly guiding it down across my chest, my navel, until it's unhooked. He runs his fingertips up to my breast and my skin tingles. I bite my lip when he brushes the fabric across my nipple and I feel the cold metal touch of the zipper graze over me. It sends a spark through me that arches my back and my breasts swell. "I was hoping there was nothing underneath." I look up to him and he's watching me. Reading my body. Making sure I want this. I smile, loving the way he looks at me and I reach up to brush my fingers down his cheek. He leans into it closing his eyes, then turns his head in to softly kiss my palm.

Colton's shoulder shifts and pushes his knee to guide my legs to open further. He moves over me and sits back on his heels. I press my hips slightly up to let him grab my tights. I feel his nails softly dig into my lower back and he slides them down taking my tights with him. I lower myself back down and he sees me. All of me. He breathes heavier through his nose and pulls his shirt over him. His muscles flex and his pecks rise and fall when the shirt falls to the floor. He slides his sweatpants down his thighs and leans over me. His full length pressed between my thighs. I tilt my hips towards him, wanting him, needing him and I hear foil rip. I lean my head back and my breasts pulse with ache.

"I want you." I whisper.
"Look at me."

I open my eyes and see not hunger, but love. The words left my lips before I could think. "I love you." And those words snap the leash.

Colton thrusts into me and I lose my breath. His weight settles into me and my body loosens. He feels me relax under him and starts rocking into me. I reach my mouth to his and I can't stop. I need him, I want him, I want to taste every bit of him. Colton moves his lips down my jaw, nipping at my skin. Each thrust building faster. My hands scratch down his back and Colton inhales sharply. He lowers his head and grazes his teeth over my nipple. I let out a small cry. My stomach tightens and I wrap my legs around his hips, moving with him. Colton laces his fingers with mine and I squeeze letting him know I'm almost there.

"Fuck, me too baby." He pants.

I open my eyes and see him looking down at me. Colton's mouth opens. "I love you." And his words make me come undone. Colton stills inside me letting himself unravel with me.