"Don't over think it Eva , if you like him or his face or his body it's okay ..you can't control feelings like these ..you can't control everything in your life " Sam says .
"But I want to ..and I did ..before Lucas "
"you didn't , you just thought you did ..did you plan Max cheating on you ? " he asks and suddenly so much pain floods in my chest and I want to cry . I don't want to remember this .
"No" I whisper .
"See , there are some things and emotions you can't just stop or control them , and that doesn't make you weak ..never think like that .it just makes you a human with heart ..that's what makes us different from the rest of the creatures" he says gently .
I don't say anything I just look at him ..he's right ..I just can't stop feeling guilty but why ? so what if i like him ..he's very good looking and attractive so ..oh god i'm still feeling guilty as hell for kissing him .
"I don't know ..I have to travel with him tomorrow ..three days he'll be in my face ..i can't keep thinking about the kiss " I say without ever realizing what I just said .
"You're thinking about the kiss ?" he asks with a teasing smile making me laugh and I swat him playfully .
"I am ! all the freaking time ..since he kissed me ..I just can't stop , he's a really good kisser " I say then laugh and he laughs along .
"Oh Evangeline you're one confusing young lady " he says shaking his head and I nod ..I know ..I confuse myself all the time .
"I better go now ..I didn't even pack ..I'll see you next week okay ? " I ask and he nods standing up ..he gives me the warmest hug ever .
"Thank you for listening " I say .
"Always here whenever you need me darling ..take care of yourself " he says and I nod taking my purse and heading out and getting to the car..wow I seriously needed to let everything out and to finally admit the truth .
I do like him physically because he has his way in making me melt completely ..but I don't like his personality ..he's such an asshole .
I lean my head on the window and let myself relax ..I have a huge day tomorrow .
Lucas ~
"You're so quiet " Bonnie says and I look over at her to find that she's staring at me .
"I'm just eating " I say and continue to eat .
"hmm ...but you don't even like quiet dinners ..you hate when everything is quiet " .
"God bonnie give a man his chance ..I just had a really long day and I need to relax a bit ..plus I have a plane in the morning so I actually have to sleep now " I say getting up and going over to her to kiss her forehead .
"Goodnight darling " I say and she nods frowning ..I know I annoyed her , but seriously ..what can I say to her ? .
That I kissed the little devil and it's like a magic spell ? .
I can't even wash away the taste of her lips ..god her lips felt so good ..and the way she looked at me afterwards ..the things I would do just to feel this it again .
I enter my room and lay on the bed , just after I kissed her everything changed ..yeah I told her that nothing changed between us but somehow I really don't want to annoy her anymore .
I want her to like me ...the hell am I saying ? ..that's so stupid ..business is business
she's my business partner and we should have nothing between us but respect ..mutual respect .
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Broken Aphrodite
RomanceShe's tough , she's ambitious and she knows exactly what she wants .. But that changes when he comes along . He never planned to be a failure , he wants to be always successful .. But he fails in many things when it comes to her . *Editing the firs...
