LIFE I CHOOSE

WE KISS THE DUSK GOODNIGHT

This chapter contains explicit scenes. +18.
Am not good at writing smut however I did my best and hope you like it.
This is the longest chapter to date and its because I wrote detailed scenes and again if your uncomfortable please skip this chapter.
Thank you!!.

After Karan had left the bathroom, he found Preeta sound asleep and had left space for him though she has put a pillow in between to separate them. He removed it because he left like they couldn't fit since the bed wasn't that big. He slid in careful so not to wake her up. Preeta was facing his side and he couldn't stop staring. She was so beautiful yet so innocent at the time. He caressed her face and leaned to peck her head. After some time he also dozed off thinking about her and the kiss they had  just shared a while back.

He woke up first and just he couldn't help himself but stare and admiring her beautiful face while smiling. He went to freshen up. When he came back from the bathroom, he thought he would find her awake but to his surprise she was still sleeping. However; she was only pretending because she was still feeling embarrassed about what had happened last night. Even though it wasn't the first time to be with Karan, this felt different and the feeling was also different from the first time they kissed. The kiss they shared yesterday had everything from desire to promise and sensual. But she feels embrassed and afraid to look him in the eyes.  So as soon as Karan went outside she left her bed and went to the showers. She took her time since she knew Karan was gonna have his breakfast from the cafe down stairs. After a few minutes she came out dressed up and called for room service. So she had her breakfast from her room.

She was busy in her thoughts when she heard her phone ring. For some reason she thought its Karan but when she checked the number it was Dianne calling.

"Hey babe where are you?, Sophia didn't tell me anything. Preeta, I am your P.S, how come you didn't mention that you had work out of town?, what if am asked about your whereabouts, what should I tell them, your a responsible doctor and a business woman; you can just leave without informing anyone",  Dianne told her and wasn't making it easy for her.

"Are you done ranting?"

"Yes"

"Alright, first of all I apologize and secondly I found myself driving aimlessly and I decided that I should be a lone for sometime. Dianne please understand me. I will tell you everything as soon as am back, besides I informed Sophia that I will be away for some time".

"Where are you?"

"Lovania"

"Where is that?"

"You don't know but I will bring you here someday, you will love it, it's a beautiful place"

"Are you alone? or is there someone else with you?"

"Why?, can't I be alone?"

"You didn't ask my question"

"That's a talk for another day"

"So your not alone"

Preeta didn't give her another chance to say anything. She switched her off before she said her wild guesses. However she smiled about it. Spending time alone with Karan was either gonna turn out to be good or bad and she won't blame anyone but herself if everything turns out grim.

She never left her room that morning and afternoon and Karan didn't come back either. She was beginning to get worried if her rejection had made him leave or if she had done something to annoy him. Yesterday's make out with him wasn't what she was expecting. In fact she enjoyed every bit of it but  she didn't seem it was the right time especially if they  hadn't cleared out a few things. She was sure that she loves him and giving herself to him wouldn't be a problem because she needed him as much as he did, him not being here was stressing her; this isn't how her small gateway was gonna end up. She came here to cool off herself and then was surprised to see him; they kissed and now he's gone? She tried to think about other stuff but she always ended up thinking about him.