Demon or Mind

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My mind

Ruthless as ever

It's like it has it's own personality

Toying with me whenever 


It's dark

It enjoys my tears

It shakes them onto my heart and grabs a fork

It has been like this for years 


A harvest

I like to call it

Planting a seed, letting it grow, and then chop

It eats me like a biscuit


A name

For something that eats

For something that nurtures before it destroys

Storm, as it gives me no peace


But why

Enemy and friend

Like black and white, sad and happy, rain and sun 

Your always making amends 


Just maybe

There is a reason 

For your violent behaviour and bad temper 

Your more than just a demon 


A lesson

I know I'm spot on

To teach that my needs come first before another 

Is where I stumbled upon 


The one

Who saved me many times

Understands my fears and teaches me through them 

You will always be there


And I am grateful for that. As I've felt lonely many times. Communicating in ways I understand best. Nurturing.... and now I've realized that you were not a demon at all guardian angel. 



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