Why? (Depressed Eren X Captain Levi)

Chapter 2

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"You Okay?"
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**Eren**

FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Levi took my knife...
I bit the inside of my cheek to help me somewhat stop the craving to cut and bleed.

Time flew by pretty slow, all I wanted was to cut. I looked around my cell room to see if I can find anything sharp, I was able to find some old nails, pretty sharp though.

I washed the nails to make sure my cuts won't get infected.
I sat back down on my cot with a sharp, bended nail in my right hand.
I took one deep breath as I created a small deep cut on my left wrist.

Feels the same, the same when the I had the pocket knife.
I still wasn't transforming into my attack titan, I'm still human. Though keeping my human form is exhausting. Having my wrist bleed and keeping the monster from inside away was pretty tiring, not like I get any sleep anyways.

I walked around my cage and waited for the sun to rise, it feels like forever.
I had nothing to do when I'm in my cell, besides from walk around, look in the mirror and cut.

Nothing special.

I wanted to become stronger, strong enough to stand any titan, including myself.

"56, 57, 58, 59, 60." I did 60's push-ups, now time to do curl ups. "56, 57, 58, 59, 6-"   I lost count of my numbers to Captain Levi unlocking my cell.

**Levi**

I woke up from my three hour sleep, insomnia sure is a bitch but whatever it keeps me alive. I got ready for the day and headed down to the dungeon to go get Yeager. I had arrived at the dungeon And heard counting from Yeager's cell, 'What the fuck is he counting for'
I continue to walk towards his cell until I was finally in front of his cell and I see him working out, curl-ups to be exact.

I unlocked his cell to see Yeager getting up and grabbing his shirt, he walked out without a word to me. Shocking, he'll usually say 'goodmorning sir!' Or something like that..
Is Hanji right..?

Nope!

Yeager is a fucking teenager, his hormones are all over the fucking place.

I let out a sigh and headed to the food hall to grab my food for breakfast.

A few minutes later Yeager walked in the food hall with wet hair and a towel he's using to dry it off. At least he's keeping something clean, I sighed.

I turned my attention back to my squad talking, we chatted for awhile until Yeager came to join, setting his plate of food on the table.

The squad became silent as soon Yeager came. The silent was awkward.. did they get into a fight or something?

I was about to head out before noticing Yeager hasn't touched his food yet, did he even eat yesterday? I'm so done with this dumbass phase.
I left the awkward silent table and went off to my office, knowing the stacks of work is waiting for me, just like the day before. Sometimes I really hate my job.

I sat at my desk, scribbling on the paper with my pen. I got somewhat hungry, 'what time is it..?' I though curiously

I looked out the window to see it was around sunset, wow. I left my office and headed towards the food hall.

Everything was all quite until I heard something shader, what the fuck?!

**Eren**
Today, Petra and I are on cleaning duty in the kitchen. We've finished cleaning the tables, we've broom, mopped, and now we're doing the dishes.

Petra is scrubbing and I was drying.
Everything went smoothly until Petra let go of one of the glass cups a little to early. Shit! My hands bleeding, I mean nothing new...

"Omg Eren Im so sor-" Petra walked toward me all worried but than took a step back, I guess fear hit her just know, she was worried I'll turn into a titan.
"It's okay, leave the rest up to me. You go on ahead." I requested and which she nodded leaving me alone with my bloody hand, glass shards on the ground, and a few dishes.

I healed my hand with my disgusting titan regeneration. I walked over to get the broom, I was able to pick up all the shards of glass until I saw my blood, my blood stained one piece of the broken glass. "Kinda like a blade" I said fascinated it

"Kinda like a what?" I heard the tone of authority.. Captain.

"Nothing.." I said shoving the broken glass in my pants pocket, I got up to throw away the broken cup until feeling a aching pain in my stomach.

Sigh.. The pain was caused by captain kicking my stomach. "Oí! What the fuck happen?! You can't be left alone for a few fucking minutes?" Captain complained, I didn't want Petra to hate me anymore than she already does so I just took the beating, Levi was one for discipline when it came to me.

Levi than exited the food hall, leaving me with a few bruised, a broken rib and a nose bleed. Mm doesn't seem to affect me, maybe I should've tried to pull up a fight.

Eh, it's not like he's gonna notice. I got up from the ground and continue were I had left off, cleaning the blood and the broken shards of glass.

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I finished cleaning the food hall and I was know walking around the halls, so boring, so alone...

I miss being human... I than looked up to see where I was at, turns out my negative thoughts made time past buy pretty fast. It was night and I was outside, I need to head back before they think I'm escaping to the wilderness.

**Levi**

Yeager didn't put up a single fucking fight, is he that weak or something?

Or something..? Nope! Levi, he's a teenager. When you were his age you beat the fuck out of people, maybe he likes the beating or something.

On the other side of the door was someone knocking. I let out a sigh before giving permission. "Come in.." the door open to revealed none other than Yeager. 'What does he want?' Was the thought that popped in my head

"It's night, sir.." he said with complete no emotion.. the fuck is this kid on?!
" no shit. I'm not blind." I responded
"I wanna be locked up now."

'Locked up'..? Does he mean to go back to his cell?! The fuck he thinks he is?! A prisoner?!! This brat is completely different. "..Alright, let's go." I got up from my chair and headed out with Yeager to his cell.

I looked Yeager up in his cell as he sat on his cot, I guess it wouldn't hurt to ask.. "Oí! Yeager!" Eren shot his face up and look at me "yes sir?" Eren responded "Are you alright? You seem distant" I questioned with no hesitation, Yeager looked away and took a deep breath.

Yeager than turned back with a smile that I haven't seen in awhile "I'm fine sir!" He giggled, I nodded and walked out.

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The night was quite as always, I continue to write on the paper work filling out every single question.

I sighed as I began to get tried around 4 a.m. insomnia really is a pain in the ass. I let out another sigh before pulling away from the paper work and headed to bed, I laid on my cot a waited to fall into a small slumber, but I wasn't able to of course.

I rolled around my cot trying to find a comfortable spot, finally finding one which lead me to enter the small slumber.

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FENRFRIOFN%IO LEVI NOTICE ARE POOR BABY EREN!!!