Why? (Depressed Eren X Captain Levi)

Chapter 5.

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"(: Don't Worry :)"
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**Eren**

It's been 7 days since I've started cutting, it been 4 days since I've been using a mask, and it's going great...!

Some of my cuts turned into scars since I can't regenerate my cuts while keeping my monster hidden.

Having sleepless nights, working out, cutting and not eating is just routine now.

I'm now wondering the halls alone...
Since of my ability, I was taken in early. Earlier than I was supposed to, it's so quite without them here.

"EEERRREEENNN!!!" I heard a voice behind me, yelling behind me. I turn to see Hanji, I gave a decent smile since she was the only one who actually treated me for who I am.

"Yeah?" I questioned
"Are you bussyyyy??" She answer my question with a question
"No.. why?" I thought a spilt second, I know why now. "Want me to turn into a titan?" I said giving a small smile as her eyes sparked.

"YOU KNOW ME SO WELL!" She said grabbing my wrist, the one with no cuts and ran down the halls, headed towards the open field.

"TITAN EREN!! COME. TO. MAMA!" Hanji yelled as I chucked.

I bit my hand and causing yellowing lightning flow around my wound and body.

As I waited for me to be completely covered in my titan's body, I saw Hanji eye's glow with excitement.

I was now in my attack titan, I went down on all fours. Placing my titan hand on the floor, palm up.

"Get. On. Hanji." I said in titan form, oh yeah I learned how to talk in my titan form. Hanji's eyes began to tear up with joy as she jumped on.

I slowly got up from the floor with Hanji in my palm, as me and hanji enjoyed the view and the small quite.

A few minutes passed without incident until we heard small footsteps coming closers. Hanji looked down as I dragged my eyes toward the floor and we saw the Levi squad plus moblit all geared up to attack.

"HEY GUYSS!!" Hanji yelled down towards the small people on ground. Hanji's focal experience change into fear, i guessed she notice the stance there in.

"HANJI! ARE YOU OKAY?!" Moblit yelled worriedly, "YES! DON'T WORRY!" Hanji yelled back scared for my life. Moblit started to move his hands and talking to the Levi squad.

'Is he trying to stop them?' I thought looking down at the small angers people. I let out a sigh as I began to drop to the floor, placing all of my giant limbs on the ground to drop Hanji off, I looked at Hanji, her expression had a mix of sad and worried.

"It's. Okay." I said to her, still looking at me with the same expression. Moblit later came up behind her to hug and drag her out of the kill zone, still on the ground, I got out of the titan's nape.

The Levi squad still looking at me with bloodlust eyes. I took a few steps forwards and getting ready to be handcuffed.

The Levi squad than rushed up to me and carefully putting on the cuffs. "What the fuck is going on here?" A familiar deep voice appeared out of nowhere, god fucking damnit! Captain's here...

Petra took a step forward, saluting and was ready to begin her statement about the ugly piece of shit in handcuffs.
"You see Captain, Eren went in titan form and of course losing control. He picked up section leader and was going to devour her if we hadn't stepped in, Sir!" Petra of course stating a complete bullshit lie.

"Bullshit.." I accidentally said out loud instead of thinking it. Everyone turned there eyes towards the freak show. Levi eyes burned with anger and was about to take a step closer until Hanji got out free from Moblit's Grasp and got in front of Captain.

"He's right! It's bullshit!" Hanji started making Captain confused, "Eren was in control! He picked me up so we can enjoy the view! Not to eat me! HE WAS TALKING AND EVERYTHING!" Hanji began to burn with anger.

Captain looked at Hanji and back to me, "prove it." Was all Captain said. "Get this off me than." I said in a cold voice, looking directly in Captain's eyes. Captain didn't say or do shit afterward, leaving me choice.

I use all my strength to break out of these iron handcuffs, snapping the chains and causing everyone around me to jump back and grab there swords.

I bit my hand down than lifting it toward the air, small yellow lighting flashed around my wound but than fading.

"There's you proof, you don't have to worry about me. I'm the one in control." I protested angrily, "how's you do it?" Captain question... what do I say....

"P-practice!" Shit, did I say that to fast? Why did I sound nervous?! Are they gonna find out?!! I began to freak out a bit but still keeping a cool face.

"Now, if you may excused me." I said leaving the group of shocked and surprised expressions, as I walked past Levi he grabbed my wrist, why this arm though!

"I'm sorry.." the fuck? Captain.. apologies.. to.. me? A monster? Jesus.
"Captain, let go." I was getting worried that he might feel the blood that's dripping out.

"No thanks?" He said grabbing tighter, blood than began to drop down, making a small puddle of blood.

Everyone looked at the small pile of blood on the floor and than at Captain's hand that was covering in the blood.

Oh no... I ripped my arm away from Captain's hand. Captain looked at me in territor, grabbing my arm once again but this time, lifting my sleeve up.

The look on his face was... I honestly don't know, he never made such a face... maybe fear? No.. horror?

Captain was looking at my arm that had many old scars, fresh deep cuts, scabs, and bit marks, many bit marks.

"MEDIC!! W-WE NEED A MEDIC!" Captain said in a trembling voice, is he okay? What's wrong? " what's wrong Captain?" I questioned beginning to get a bit light headed

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN..?!" Captain replied with anger, "it's okay Captain, don't use any resources on me!" I said in a happy tone and a big happy smile, Captain looked like he was gonna cry.

I removed my arm from Captain's hand once again and walked away, slowly though. The lost of blood made it hard to focus.

I was shifting side to side by each step, things began to get hazy and blurry. Fuck, I don't want treatment!

That was the last thing that went though my mind before my weak body slowly fell on the nice green grass.
I felt cold and relaxed. I guess a little sleep wouldn't hurt anybody.

**Levi**

"EREN!"
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Cliff hanger! Sorry 😅😂