Why? (Depressed Eren X Captain Levi)

Chapter 3

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"Time Cover With A Mask"
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**Eren**

Great.. Captain is notice. Out of all people he notices.
I let out a sigh as I laid on my cot, staring at the dirty stone ceiling.. I shot right back up remember something.

I have the broken sharp glass, I pulled it out of my pocket and began another day of cutting. 3 days.. I'm still not turning into the disgusting monster of a titan.

I slashed my wrist with the broken shard, 1,2,3,4,5,6... six more cuts added onto my wrist, three of them were pretty deep but it's okay. I'll survive! The other three weren't that deep but deep enough for blood to flow through the cuts.

I let out another sigh of relief, placing the broken shard of glass on my cot and walked over my sink, washing away the blood that flooded my arm once again.
The blood finally stopped stopped and left opened to heal.

I went back to my cot and laid there, still not tired.. I guess this is another night of zero sleep.
I sat up in my cot, I looked down on my stomachs to see how fat I looked, no wonder I'm ugly..

I started doing curl-ups until I felt my stomach starting to ache, whatever's. I need to keep going.

I finished doing curl-ups around sunrise, that was my cue to start doing push ups. "47,48,4..9! 50.., 51, 52, 53, 5-" I was interrupted by a voice, lifting my head up to see captain "Oí, you know you don't have to work out when your not training? Right?" Captain question

"..Yeah. I know, I just thought a good morning workout will do!" I said letting out another smile, Captain gave me a smirk as he swung the cell door open.

I walked out my cage and headed to the showers, I really needed one.
I turned on the shower as I began to get undress, I stepped into the shower and felt the hot water sprinkle on my back. I washed my hair and body, I was now just standing there, taking all the heated water. The clear warm water turned a light red, I looked down in shock.

My cuts reopened and creating my red crimson blood to flood down my wrist, I looked around the shower to see what I can do to make it stop, I grabbed my shirt and ripped it. Creating a bandage to wrap around my wrist. I let out a sigh and walked out the shower, turning the water off as I headed out.

Now I don't have a shirt.
I put on my new pair of clean underwear and my pants afterwards.
I walked out of the showers and headed to get some water, aye. Just cause I don't eat doesn't mean I don't drink. I threw away my shirt and put some long, finger-less gloves I had laying around, I was to lazy to grab another shirt.

I walked in the food hall to see all eyes on me, do I have something on my face or what? I continued to walk to grab a cup of water, man am I thirsty.

"Oí, brat" I heard a voice coming from behind me, I looked back to see captain. Time to put on my mask.

"Yessir?" I questioned "and where the fuck is your shirt?" He questioned raising an eyebrow as he look at my chest and back to my eyes.

"O-oh! It's.. It's dirty.." I replied to Captain to question, he gave me one more look before turning around
"Okay, put one on before training starts.." Captain said walking away from me and walking towards the exit, I let out a sigh and drank my cup of water.

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I walked into my cell to grab a new shirt and of course I grabbed my dirty green one, I put it on and tucked in my key in my shirt.

I walked out my cage and it was time to start working, Captain gave the usual list of chores. Mines list were:

Chores:
-Clean Bathroom
-Do the dishes
-Clean all the room on the second floor

Mm, today's work is pretty easy, well let's get started.
I walked off to clean the bathroom that us cadet us to take a shower or to do are business of shitting. I'm not gonna say it in another way cause this is my mind and my way of saying poop.

I cleaned the bathroom, brooming the dusty floor, mopping the somewhat clean floor, and finally dusting the shelfs. Good thing I'm tall, cleaning the shelfs would be a hard task if I was short.. Someone comes to mind.. Who though..

Oh yeah! Captain Levi! He always needs a stool or someone who is taller than him to do that task. Anyways, it time to head over to the kitchen, dish duty for the second time this week!
scrub, scrub, scrub. Dry, dry, dry. annnnddd..

DONE!

Taking off the gloves and placing them aside, now what do I have to do know.... oh right.
sighhh I hate cleaning others room, you might not know what you'll ever find.

Whatever, I headed to the second floor, I walked into a quite, empty hallway. Welp, my list didn't say clean the hallway so I think I won't do it. Turning left, opening a door, this. is. dis. gusting! The room must have been through so much, ew, ew, ew, ew! "Fucking disgusting" I said in disgust

**Levi**

I went around to check on the cadets to see if they aren't slaking off, I check on all but one.

The only on left was Yeager, I sent him to clean the second floor rooms. I made my way to the second floor, I walked around; looking to see what room Yeager was in.

I notice the only door opened on the floor, Yeager has to be in there unless he left to slack off.

When making my way there I heard his voice coming from the room, "Fucking disgusting" I leaned my side of door frame, watching Yeager complain about the room. I must agree, the room was horrible.

"I agree" I said, scaring Yeager. He turned his head to look over at me, "h-hello sir" he said with a small stutter

I gave a nod instead of hello, Yeager continue to clean the room. I watched as he was actually taking his time, shocking. Most cadets will rush through it but Yeager did the opposite, I than realized I was watching Yeager longer than expected.

I left the room and headed towards my office, 'great more paperwork!'
If you only you can hear the amount of sarcasm...

I arrive at my office and was surprise to find no pile of paperwork, I had free time?

Uhh I guess I can....

What can I do..?

I sighed as I walked out my office, having no idea what to do. I walked around the halls, looking to see if there's anything I can do to enjoy this rare time I have.

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