Lead Me to the Bliss [Faith Seed - Far Cry 5]

𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓁𝑜𝑔𝓊𝑒

Warning: language, arguing, biphobic comments, etc.

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I was walking on the side of the road, somewhere in the Henbane River region, trying to clear my mind from a fight... My boyfriend and I had just gotten into an extremely heated argument at our home; it was probably one of the worst ones we have ever had. Our argument became way too much and I had to walk out before I punched him in the face; I had to refrain myself from hitting him. The words he yelled in my face earlier today made me so infuriated and wretched and I couldn't get them off of my mind... My boyfriend's malicious words and derogatory names hurled my way were now tattooed forever into my brain...

—Flashback—

"Why do you keep hanging out with Faith Seed?! She is our enemy, Alice! NOT our friend! She is just trying to manipulate you into joining her and her inbred family's fucked up little cult! Manipulation is what she does best, Al, and you goddamn know it!" My boyfriend, Nathan Parker Waldron (the Deputy), screamed at me, gripping onto the kitchen counter until his knuckles turned white.

"Faith is not crazy, Nathan! And they're not goddamn inbred." I scoffed. "She is just misunderstood! You can't see the real Faith, but I do!" I shouted back at Nathan, my arms at the both sides of my body as my fingernails dug into my palms; my hands now drawn into fists angrily. "Nate, I don't get what the big deal is..."

"You would be so damn stupid if you keep going back to that crazy bitch!" Nathan screamed in frustration. "...Are you cheating on me with her, Alice? Why do you keep visiting her so much if she's just a friend?!"

"Are you seriously accusing me of cheating on you, Nathan?" I scoffed, rolling my eyes. "You're the one that's so damn stupid if you actually believe I'm cheating on you. What a narcissistic prick you are."

"Well, you're bisexual. I simply can not trust you," He retorted, snarling at me. "Bisexuals are known to cheat. Everyone fucking knows it."

I gasped in surprise as rage quickly consumed me. "You did not just fucking say that, Nathan!" I yelled, my nails digging into my palms even further. "That is not true at all! I swear to fucking God, I want to hit you right damn now! You are such an asshole!"

"Do it, you pussy!" Nathan bellowed out, glaring at me. "Just do it! I know you want to!"

"Grrrrrrrr!" I roared, unclenching my fists and grabbing the first thing I could find, which was a vase full of red roses Nathan gave me for Valentine's Day a few days ago, and flung it harshly into the nearest wall; the vase shattered against the wall as the water splashed everywhere, while the flowers fell to the linoleum. 

"I knew you were too big of a pussy to hit me." Nathan taunted, gazing at the shattered vase. "That bouquet of roses was expensive. There goes my one hundred dollars down the drain."

"I don't give a flying fuck, Nathan! You don't ever speak to me like that! AGAIN!" I shrieked, my voice now hoarse from all the yelling and arguing. "I'm tired of always putting up with you and your bullshit!"

"You are goddamn crazy... I so regret being with you." Nate growled as he stalked closer to me, hovering over my small figure, compared to him; his dark brown eyes holding an evil glint in them.

"And I so regret being with you!" I scowled at my boyfriend. "I'm leaving your ass and you won't be able to stop me." I turned around and headed for the door. "I'm going to Faith's."

Immediately, Nathan gripped my wrist tightly and spun me around, then held me against his chest. "You're not going anywhere, Alice."

"Let me go, you motherfucker." I struggled against his strong hands. Eventually, after a few minutes of squirming in his arms, I escaped him and sprinted for the front door. "Don't touch me again, Nathan! And don't you dare come for me!"

"Wait! I'm sorry, Al! Come back!" Nate shouted after me, but I was already gone.

—End Of Flashback—

Just thinking about the words Nathan yelled in that vicious argument truly hurt me... Finally, I allowed my tears to flow down my cheeks, while my eyes burned; blinking hard in a feeble attempt for my eyes to feel relief and quit stinging, I continued to march forward. My heart was shattered like I shattered that vase... I wanted to know how or why people think that about bisexual people because it's certainly not true... Although, I didn't have a clue where I was going at the moment, I couldn't care less; I just needed to get away from that bastard, Nathan, as far as possible... However, my mind traveled back to Faith...

My feet were already hurting. I wasn't wearing the appropriate shoes to go walking in... The scandals on my feet were beginning to rub against the top of my foot, ready to break the skin. I knew that I would end up having blisters... Fucking great! What an amazing day! Not... I genuinely hate Nathan with such a passion anymore. He used to not be like this, but ever since he became Hope County's newest Deputy, he has been the biggest prick ever. And what he said was the last goddamn straw... At this exact moment, I just want to see Faith; she is the only person I have faith in. Faith...

My faith...

My Faith...

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Miles Teller as Nathan (Nate) Parker Waldron [The Deputy]